Hunt; Fun; X'mas! 23rd - 25th December 2010

There's a little disappointment with him on x'mas. but! the happiness i had with my lovely cousins covered all the disappointment for me!

first thing, present hunting. we chose pyramid cause it's smaller. and we had 12 years old kid. everyone go hunt for present themselves.

i realize that for me to hunt a present alone is pretty hard. i had really serious dilemma. and the person that i got voted for is my cousin harry. OUCH! that's pretty hard for me hahaha so everyone waited for me after they bought and wrapped! it makes me feel wanna pee for being too nervous LOL.

if im not mistake we bought present on 23rd. after writing names at the bottom and put in under our x'mas tree. damn! curiosity kills man! everyone feels knowing whats inside the wrapper. everyone feels knowing who bought for who.

even on the eve. 11:45pm. everyone already feels wanna "just open it". but of course we waited. and it feels the time passes soooooo slow~~ hahah to make time pass faster, lin did a survey with everyone. guess who will get whose present. and tell out who's present they want the most, and who's they don't want the most.

until christmas 12am ! All get excited. choose the present that we think it's ours~ only ah boy chose the right one for the first round.

at the end, Wilson got present from Winnie, a fking cute that i feel wanna buy one Cup; Winnie got present from Harry, it's super sweet purse with her favourite idol cards inside. she's already screaming for that! ; well harry, got present from me, a kobe bryan's disc file. hope he like it man! ; i got present from Yoyo, unexpected LOL, i got really excited for that too, it;s a luffy money saving box; Yoyo got pressie from Lin, a cute panties hahah; while lin got present from Wilson, a "secrets of mind power" book. she seems to like it too.

No matter what kind of present is it, the most important that we care is the progress, the fun. among all, the cheapest present is the one i bought. hahah the reason is i mistaken the budget we set. no problem man! next year will be better. i'll note down the budget hahaha.

but honestly, i had lots of fun. fun that i never experienced before for x'mas day. this is our success ! :P and i wanna say that, I LOVE MY COUSINS!

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X'mas soon

X'mas is coming so soon. feel wanna reload my phone to send you a greeting. missing you T.T hope you're doing good!

Something different in our house this time, we got a christmas tree and everyone love it so much! attract us everytime we watch tv. hahah

Missing you,

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Mirror that reflects another you

another photoshop practice..mirror effect

here's the other side of me

photo~~

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Snowie & the trouble - urinary

snowie's been acting strangely on wednesday. she keep following lin, then boy, thn lin, thn boy. made me jealous a little :|

then yesterday, she became even more strange. she can't sit still just for one moment. then when lin and i came home from outside, dad's pissed that snowie pee inside the house. i know something's not right already. she don't usually pee at home.

when i let her out, i notice that she tried to pee but nothing comes out. so i'm worried that she got urinary infection. lin and i brought her out for walk. all the way she tried to pee but nothing comes out. we're really worry. it must be suffer to not able to pee.

immediately we brought her to the vet near our house. that vet is not sure what happen also. i wasted rm70 on that clinic.

when she got home she got worse. can't pass out and her body starts to shake. the way she walk is different too. i observe her condition until late night. at the same time find out good vets around pj.

it's midnight and she start to suffer so lin and i decide to bring her to vet. had to pay rm200 for midnight call for doctor. sigh...so expensive but snowie can't wait any longer. we asked help from jeffrey to fetch us there. when we reach the place it's already 2am. and we have to wait for the vet to come in 30mins.

the way snowie look at me. made me really worry. she wants to kiss me. from her look, can see that she suffer real bad. and from her look, she's like wanting to say a "good bye". i feel so aweful and what i can do is just pray.

she did x-ray and checking. nothing's wrong. no stone, bladder's fine. she was given an anti inflammation injection so that she can urine.

once she reached home. she straight away pass urine outside the house. i'm relief. at least she can urine.

Today i bring her to the hospital again for urine test and body check up. did one more x-ray. can't find out any problem at all. i got more worry. cause the vet told me that cancer will be last in her list. i don't want that to happen. sigh...hope the medication helps....:'(

can't lose her!! feel so guilty. everything happen because of us. never take good care of her.

Metal

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Happy missing you Halloween~

( so is this funny??? >.< )

so it's halloween today. i planned so many things. but none of it works. not even a party or drinking party at home. so basically it's pretty lonely here.

At this very moment i miss you so much. wonder if u even think of me.

i wonder all the time, what are you doing now? working? sleeping? hmmm~~

so my halloween turns out to be a..erm...eating salt festival hahaha so i had two oranges for dinner. for the sake of salt >.<

Звезда The Star (Zvezda)

very nice song хорошая песня

Очень много раз я себе задавал вопрос,

So many times I asked myself
Для чего родился на свет, я взрослел и рос?

What for I was born into this world and grew up

Для чего плывут облака и идут дожди,

And why the clouds float and rains pour
В этом мире ты для себя ничего не жди...

You shouldn't expect anything for yourself in this world

Я бы улетел к облакам - жаль крыльев нет,

I would fly up to the clouds but I have no wings

Манит меня издалека тот звездный свет...

That starlight lures me from afar

Но звезду достать нелегко, хоть цель близка,

But it's hard to reach the star though the goal is close at hand

И не знаю, хватит ли сил для броска...

And I don't know if I'll have enough strength for the throw

Припев (Refrain):

Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,

I'll wait just a little bit more
И собираться буду в путь...

And then will get ready for my journey

Вслед надеждой и мечтой,

Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай звезда моя, постой...

Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

Сколько же еще мне дорог предстоит пройти?

How many paths do I have to go by?

Сколько покорить мне вершин, чтоб тебя найти?

How many peaks should I conquer to find my own self?

Сколько же с отвесной скалы мне падать вниз?

How long should I keep falling from the cliff?

Сколько начинать все с нуля, и есть ли смысл?

How many times should I start from the beginning and is there any sense to it?

Припев (Refrain):
Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,

I'll wait just a little bit more

И собираться буду в путь...

And then will get ready for my journey

Вслед надеждой и мечтой,

Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай звезда моя, постой...

Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

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Phonetic alphabet

Ochyen’ mnogo raz ya syebye zadaval vopros,

Dlya chyego rodilsya na svyet, ya vzroslyel i ros?
Dlya chyero plivut oblaka i idut dojdi,
V etom mirye ti dlya syetya nichyego nye jdi…
Ya bi ulyetyel k oblakam - jal’ kril’yev nyet,
Manit myenya izdalyeka tot zvyezdniy svet…
No zvyezdu dostat’ nyelyegko, hot’ tsyel’ blizka,
I nye znayu, hvatit li sil dlya broska…

Ya podojdu yeshye chut’-chut’,
I sobirat’sya budu v put’…
Vslyed nadyejdoy i myechtoy,
Nye dogoray zvyezda moya, postoy…

Skol’ko jye yeshye mnye dorog pryedstoit proyti?
Skol’ko pokorit’ mnye vyershin, chtob tyebya nayti?
Skol’ko jye s otvyesnoy skali mnye padat’ vniz?
Skol’ko nachinat’ vsye s nulya, i yest’ li smisl

Ya podojdu yeshye chut’-chut’,
I sobirat’sya budu v put’…
Vslyed nadyejdoy i mechtoy,
Nye dogoray zvyezda moya, postoy…

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What should i do now?

heard this song yesterday when i was playing crash bash with my brother(own disc of course). it's from grease. the best musical movie that actually made me bought the original.

when i heard the song yesterday, i was like..shit is that me? what should i do? i don't wanna forget you. :'( wonder what are u doing now ~ cuz im hopelessly devoted to you...

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,

my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,

there's just no gettin' over you

Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around

and wait for you

But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else

for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him",

my heart is saying "don't let go"

Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

hopelessly devoted to you

(lyrics from stlyrics )

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26/10/10 3:15 - 5:30am Ansif goes off ~

day before was kleo and my editing for her new short film day. then we saw lecturer and he ask if we wants to send him off at 3am.

At lcct, kleo wondered how i feel. since she felt abit mm seh tak also..apatah lagi me right? lol

honestly at the airport i was cool, im ok, better then the her and jye i guess xD

just can't believe that when i reach home i burst out ~~~~ which make my next day a crap!!

till today, i still miss him alot~~

Bye dear~gonna miss u like mad!!

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Cyberjaya Production - INspiration FRAME 23/10

it's a beautiful film *.* hahahahah really it is! our preparation is like Ansif's short film. one day for idea, one day for preparation, one day for shoot, one day for editing!

this time kleo is the director. she did it great!! although there's framing problem. but that's just minor issue don't keep it in heart!

so the shoot only have 3 person. which is me, her and her~ :P i'm the "ah sei" that day~ not too bad really. the only bad thing is the weather. first it was too hot, then after lunch, it rain!!!!! MY GOD! we were all praying that day hahahah cuz thing didn't go so smooth.~

this shoot is for a videography competition. and i wanted kleo to do it, not because of the prize, it's also for her to get back on the director's chair. a good place to start..no matter it's good or bad.

In this video, thanks alot to Hinzges, Wilson (for the storyboard), and My Ansif~~for the lovely sketches and drawing! it turns out so good in the video <3

oh and one more person, my brother, denzel/joe lol>.< "nice drawing" hahahahahahhahahah :P

More pictures coming on Picasa web :P

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Pooka came alive !

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Pooka my dear came alive !!!

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You motivate me - Ansif's shoot

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i alwayssssssss wanted to help this fella ! finally he appeared and we (kleo, jye, me) get our ass ready to help him.

i was chosen to be his producer this time. i'm not so stress out about this cause no matter i have a post or not im gonna help him. he's my savior.

we did planning for 2 days only. 2 times meeting. third day is the shooting. im happy with kleo and myself. we settled pre-production in one day. compared to my "stalker"...wow...two months!!! i guess im just so motivated hahahhah!

compared to mine, he got a much simple story. but he is using good equipments! i like that shoot. everything i planned went well. 9am starts shoot 9pm end shoot.

i really find myself have trouble handling KIDS! by luck, i get a kid last minute for our shoot. and he's my neighbour. i know him well. he's naughty at home but when it comes to stranger, fuh~ wont speak!

i tried sooooooooo hard! pushing my fake smile and voice! :P so make him like me. but too hard. i "negotiate" with this kid for half hour. then kleo joins in. he just stunned and wouldn;t talk. he's even shy to nod his head. MY GODDDD!!! got on my nerves haha i feel saying " i thought ur always so naughty at home?" hahahah but i didn't ok!

i get myself out of the set to take real deep breath! fuh!!!! this kid is HARD! but i can't make this kid hate us. i must let the shoot go on!

my lecturer! very dam good! he's the one that finally handled the kid well. the kid likes him. so everything goes smooth again. LoL

i put in so much effort on this production and it turns out to be a success. im really glad of it. not just because i get to help him. it's also one thing to prove that i CAN do it. and i really DID it!

but when it reaches the last scene at night, i somehow feel so depress. well, close friends know why and who and what makes it like that. i feel myself falling so deep in the cliff and hard to stand up.

after the shoot i was offered..=.= to teach my dear ansif how to do animation =.= swt! my animation suck so bad! but it settled in just one night. you prove me good again hahahah dammit!

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shooting at my house

kleo is so cool!!!!!!! she almost paid his life when the light stand drop down. thanks kleo ur so wei da!

this is daddy's scene xD

Dua hantu kat blakang

three actors in front, crews and fam at the back!

YOYO! UR FAVOURITE! LOK LOK! i tell u what? the crew and actors, get to eat alot!!!!!!!!

Shooting C.K in the head!

I'm james'(sound) assistant that night! i shoot! jk :P i holds a mic that look like gun hahaha

director, Always thinking~

Our Miss Alma aka Yap MeiMei aka Sho wen ate ALOT! that day. first reach then eat d..until finish shoot. too hungry??? :P

Director and kelefeh alma :PPPPPP

finish shoot. director and actors..oh and kleo the multitask!

Director and Producer

Our awesome camera man with director

Director and james the mic of the day~

him n him lol lecturer and also my psychiatrist =.=

Thanks for All to made this a big success! Love y'all!

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