Poki Awards 2010 - organized by 20years.com

2010 Poki Awards Finals :-

Metal, Harry, HuiLin, YoYo, Wilson, Esk

Weirdest look Goes to~~*drum*

HARRY KOH!

Handsome award goes to~~*drum*


WILSON LIEW!

And the Champion this year~~*drum*


YOYO KOH!!!!!

:P
Metal

知道一无所有的感觉是怎样的吗？

i'm the doctor

another seizure day. expected =.=

i'm sleeping very late this few days for the tv series "the unit" hahah..actually just not because of the series but i don't feel sleeping every night.

every night after finishing one disc or two, it will be around 3-4am. that's the hardest time to set the doze. every night, i expect that night to have a seizure but i didn't. until today AFTERNOON. first time to have it in the afternoon.

my mom wants me to sleep early. she know i've been watching till really late every night. but what i tell her is, i just want to enjoy. honestly i just want to enjoy. life is short, i want to do what i do, i don't want to limit my day/night just because i have special occasion. i want to be like everyone else, sleep when they want to sleep, wake when they want to wake.

i'm having a pretty bad headache right now. but i don't care. accept what we have :) i will be the doctor for myself ! :P

Cheers,
Metal

world rule us, and we don't say a thing..

i changed a new status on facebook today, and that makes me wanna write another post.

"Metal imagine yourself like those hackers in the movie, living in a very dark underground base, with a notice writing "danger" or "only authorized member", full of wires and computer, peanut butter bun in hand and no one to get contact wit you, how peace~"

i guess that's just how im living in me now. im not emo. i am not emo. i just envy. those people, although living in fear, risky, but so good that they are not exposed and nobody can actually get to them "easily". normally in the movie, they just live that way, being so sloppy, food all around, equipments every where. even n eed to push away all the junks and rubbish before u can lay on the sofa.

at this moment, i feel living in that kind of place. it's like kids playing in the garage, hiding in the storeroom..just to be quiet and relax.

but people like that, normally just get a shot in the chest in the end of the movie. it's not because of u being a hacker, it's because, you're living underground. so tell me, why must a person have to go under the sky so often? why must a person get in contact with others? why is it necessary?

the reason is, it's already been set that way. we go on that way. you don;t live like the others do? that makes u a crazy person. ain't i right? :)

Metal

American Idol? No Way!

I don't usually watch american idol. but that day i was impress when my dad turn on the channel. the top 4 is singing really well!



Duet of Casey james and Michael Lynce (i like this one)



Duet of Crystal Bowersox & Lee DeWyze

The funny thing is, i'm the only one really into the tv screen. and when Lee DeWyze sing, i tell my family, "hey i want him to win,cuz i like his voice and he got the star face" then when i hear casey james sing, i say again "hey i think i want him to win also". my brother just cant stand and ask me to shut up hahah so i add another "okay okay i hope they all will success!!"

Enjoy !!
Metal

Share the laugh~English football team fun!!

First video is smithy and beckham and 2nd video is a short film of smithy and the england football team..quite funny!!





Don't you just love the footballer in suit? OKOK! feel hugging them tight o'right hahahahahah well, who don't? :P

Old Friend Of Mine~

i see how a person can change so much today. sometimes they just won't realize. sometimes the people around won't notice that too. unless the person have not been seeing each other for some time, then they will notice the difference.

the person i see so much changes in her, is me. honestly i never realize that. sometimes people come and say "you changed", i won't agree with them. or i will response with a lazy "yaaa haha" to end the conversation.

i see myself not so happy as i am before. i see myself with so many small issue yet not able to settle it well. i see myself, feeling so happy to see other people giving her a sweet smile, and that's what i haven't been seeing for so long, the real smile, the ReaL smile, from the bottom of their heart. And i just love them. love to see them that way, but that's what NOT gonna happen.

everyone have temper. most of them, good temper. i have bad temper since long. this is the thing that will never change? but today, i see myself as a really bad temper person. and i hate a person easily.

and today, i suddenly saw my past, and myself now. how can i forget that i used to be a girl? lol that's like a joke to me. i went out with my friend. whenever it's about shopping or clothes, i will be at the "boy's" position, which is stand near the holder and wait for them. i look back for few months, only i realize, i've been all my friends and sister's Boyfriend for so long. i happen to stand outside with my brother and dad instead of inside the shop with the girls.

Today i get to know myself. as what i said, a person will never notice themself change, until another old friend manage to meet them and tell them that "you changed". and today, my old friend, my old "me", visited me, bring back my memory, remind me, and said "you changed my friend" and that's when i know, i was there, always was, but i can't bring a death person to life, and she will never live, again. :)

i know somebody will never accept me. i know my changes might bring up some issue. but i know, that my "friend" ONCE live in me. but she's gone. she's just there, to remind me.