What a day~~

i didn't enjoy the nasi lemak at pappa rich today..i lost the taste..oh..my sis say it was good..mayb its becuz im feeling dizzy thats why i don't feel nice...i was already feeling dizzy when i was in the dark room doing the photo printing..

and when i reach pappa rich it gotten worst..i told lin about my dizzyness..but everything seems ok..we're still eating..and they are talking..i was quiet cause i already "lost" my mind..can't really hear them talk anymore..keep eating and eating..thinking my job is to finish off the rice.. so i can't even taste it nicely..

i feel like my eyes are spinning and crossing each other..of course no one is seeing it..i only feel it myself..then im thinking...could it be....like last time??where i will "walk like crab" and admit to the hospital??

when i stand up, i asked lin to stand near me and hold me..just incase i'd fall..oh god im really walking like a crab then..haha..but its not as serious as before..cuz it just started..lin was so worry..she never see things like tht before??i feel funny actually..cause i made her panic..and Esk..walking very calm without giving a hand..he actually thought that we hold hands cuz we sis lovey dovey??hahahah...that makes me laugh..

its not that serious this time..i still able to talk..so i don't want my parents to know..im not gonna waste another rm900 for this..

when im back at home..snowie know somthing's happening..she starts barking..thats what she will do when sumthing happen to me or the family..

she accompany me beside my tilam..everytime i get up, sitting on the bed, she will rise too..then use her hand to tap my leg..cute isnt she ??lol...a very good nurse..haha

and god i slept for few hours.."long" few hours alright..i feel so bored...keep changing bed..!!from tilam to my bed...from my bed to lin's bed...end up sleeping longest at lin's bed..cause its more comfy =D

oh the reason me sleeping on the tilam its because of some "ghost" pouring water on my bed...interesting isn't it??

i'm feeling better now..Esk and Lin asked me not to face com today..but damm...!!!too bored...it would be worst if i read the novel right??

thank god~Father's Day

this post came bit late..cause the picture's are with lin..and i didn't get the chance to upload to the computer..

I'm so so so so so GlaD that dad like the gift i bought...All my effort..i didn't waste it..

when dad opened the cover, mom and dad kinda surprise cause they wanted to buy a belt for so long.. just that they havent found a nice one to buy..

i'm like "thank god he wants it"!!!Finally there's something that he like from me buahaha!!

here's the pictures...

A very "lazy pose" huh~~even when it comes to gift lol


before taking a photo...dress neatly..that's what they think right?oh but lin already snap...so~~sorry dad~~

lin got scold for the bad camera skill lol
So i took over the camera and snapped the picture i posted at the top..!!
pictures are taken many times..until he's satisfy haha...

little gift i bought~~i don't know why the picture turns out this way...



MetalYi

好学的~~真讨厌!!!!

hate those people who came in the class early morning...just to take extra classes..

and the thing is...the fella din't register for it...GoD!! hope he wont drop by my blog xD

it's really annoying !!! when people can hardly wake up for morning class and when u reach there, someone who are not suppose to attend that class is there!!!!!!!!!!

i can see that many people don't like him...he wouldn't know huh~~
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BTW, i let go of animation already!!i can't pass myself...even people are saying it is quite cute..it's ok...but i feel it's too ugly!!!maybe i want more than that...

i ACTUALLY plan to find someone to do for me..what i mean is...pay someone to do for me...when i heard es's roomate is good at animation...my expression is O.O...CAN I~~~??

Esk did check for me...rm200...argh...50 for each character...plus another 50 for service charge...quite resonable for me..!!

but i feel sorry to myself!!gahhhh!!!!i want the things that i create to be DONE by me!!!my name in the credits!!!

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Life is hard...especially college life...but have to go on as usual...i'm living happy in this whole week..having snowie + one piece + assignments =.= as company...i feel great..

but i miss playing seal...i wanna play!!!!

O yeah..i sleep alot these days~~plus some heart/chest pain..other than that im very good..what's worst than depression?? =)

Lastly..a picture of my love one


My little rat LOL!!!

MetalYi

Lost and Depress~~

I break the record waking up at 4pm!!!weeehooo~~~~ kay, it's not a proud thing to say actually..it's because i watch one piece until 5am..that's why i wake late *.* (feel better this way)

like i planned day before...i go to parade to choose a gift for father's day...arh..i don't usually buy present for my dad.. because his reaction of us buying him a present on x'mas is very dissapointing..so i never buy him one after that..

Lin came to me few days back saying that the wallet my da jie gave is from a fren's fren's fren's un wanted item..so they give it to my dad as father's days gift..nah...i don't bother..but when lin tell me that, her eyes looks very wet..hahah...so i said i'll buy it..

i seldom feel that lost when i shop alone..but this time..i reAlly gone lost..i really dunno where to start!!i was expecting some "FATHER'S DAY SPECIAL" in parkson so dat i know where i can actually start searching for a gift..but nah...there ARE no father's day special..it seems like father's day is not that important to everyone..

i tried to find something at the male section..oh great!!finally found something specially for father's day..but still..there's too many type..i should've bring a fren with me so that they can help me to choose!!!ARH!!MISTAKE..!!!

people around me are families...looking for gift for "papa..papa"..they took 5 mins to pick a gift...and me~~few hours..

i was thinking maybe outside have somthing better...i went out of parkson into the parade..wow..it is awkward to me to enter male's shop..i din't even enter Bonia cause i know the price will be~~~$$$$$ hahaha

And so i refuse to stay at the parade too long cuz surely i will go in to MPH and buy the two rm60 books i want...then go to rock corner to find the latest album...and FOOD!!!normally lin is there to stop me but today since she's not around..i better stay put..at parkson..but yeah..i bought waffle ahahah the malay girl put alot of peanut butter and butter..deliecious..!!!oh..fattening =(

i go back to that male section again in parkson...keep making calls!!!!dam this father's day wasted my so many credit..!!i wanted to buy a briefcase..but the handle so sucky!!why is it like that..make my life tougher..zz..so i stick back to the 3 in 1 (wallet, belt, pen).

i've been there for so long looking each and every belt..but when i ask the sales assisstant..she say all are the same..i'm like WHY ARE THE BOX DIFFERENT THEN!!!!make my life even tougher...after i check every box's belt..then i check the wallet and the pen...god..that's tiring!!

i bought the 3 in 1 then after i pay!!!I FEEL REGRET...!!!then i start msging again hahaha...lin told me even i bought the briefcase i will still regret..so im trying to forget bout it now..

after im back i straight go to my room and sleep again...for few hours...argh,...headache!!!my pimples are getting more and more..very pain =(

HairCut

tuesday~me and lin's gonna go for haircut..i was told that the price is very high..so i told lin that i will only accompany her..oh yeah (picture above is not me alright!!)

went there with lin and esk..

the hair stylish only can cut for one person cause there's too many appointment..

ok then...i let lin go first..while i let the senior cut my hair..

and for the first time i enter saloon the hairstylish say my hair is dry!!!spoil!!!oil!!!!normally hairstylish will say "baby hair" and "soft" right??haha...i guess the hair dye damage the hair too much..

the guy who cut cut my hair is quite good..not too bad..

and lin's is like..waited for half hour and the hairstylish finish cutting her hair in just few seconds..kinda cool huh~~

here's the result.=D


sorry for the corrupted image!!



MetalYi

YoYo & Family Conquer the Liew~

oh its yoyo~~what else??FOOD of course...xD


Then it's genting...oh before that..she found a great game..from my dad's lappie..TURBO PIZZA!!

thats her...with her "pizza shop" lol..

and lin walk in and ask for one round and here's what she got~~


Awesome right?

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Genting got not much fog this time..not so cold..we brought yo there. walk around..like what we usually do..and met few friends there..




GENTING'S RUBBISH BIN IS MORE SPECIAL??WHY SNAP??hahaha!!!
alright im dam lazy to write..the connection is superb...

CRAZIEST THING WE'VE DONE...go in the curve with home clothes..that's the funniest thing..really..yoyo's face is like dam red and she keep covering her face with her hair..especially when a gang of ppl with nice outfit pass by...HAHAHA....hopefully no one recognise us yoyo..hahah!!!

MetalYi

SnowiE - Cute *.*

The yoyo family said her face changed. not so sure whats the changes..still cute for me xD
oh maybe she looks older already??
this is the pic that makes me do the big reaction and keep saying cute cute cute lol..oh yeah..i took this pic...abit shaky but still...CUTE!!!







MetalYi

Gothic Presentation - SMOOTH~~

didn't dissapoint lin lin...her slides..OOPS!!!i mean...haha..i did modify a little okay~~ahhaha

i don't even have mood to practise yesterday becuz of "some" matter..hahah...lin keep saying "PRACTISE IN FRONT OF ME" but im like "forget bout it"...response lazyly then went up to wait for call..lol

this morning my eyes sore...i can sleep when sitting or even standing..till my dad wake me outside..haha..

after the morning call..i seriously want to go back to sleep..feel giving up the presentation..cause im really tired!!!

but thinking of that 30%..i get my ass up..like i say...sleep standing outside the toilet for a while ahhaha...

i'm not nervous cause im half giving up. i didn't even look at the notes im holding..don't know why im holding it =.=

the lecturer is impress with my voice cuz its loud and clear enough. and i got a "very good" from her...yeah..~~hahahah..first time..

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today im very positive thinking...today and yesterday is totally different person..

still~~im tired..hahaha

oh ya..the "M" on my hand hurts..haha..

Tired soul,
MetalYi

The feeling?~

i got alot to tell but just cant write all here...

listen to this song everyone..i love it..

from nickelback..IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY...

very meaningful..sing along..~~



LYRICS

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned
Leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day,
Tomorrow was too late,
Could you say goodbye to yesterday..
(would you, Would you)
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you have?
(Would you, Would you)
If today was your last day

(What if, What if, If today was your last day)

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your whole life

(What if, What if)

If today was your last day,
Tomorrow was too late,
Could you say goodbye to yesterday..
(Would you, Would you)
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you have?

(Would you, Would you)

And would you call old friends you never see..
Reminisce memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?

(Would you, Would you)

And would you find that one your dreaming of,
Swear up and down to God above,
That you'll finally fall in love?
(That you'll finally fall in love)
If today was your last day

If today was your last day,
Would you make your mark,
On mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late,
To shoot for the stars,
Regardless of who you are.
So do whatever it takes,
Cause you can't rewind
A moment in this life.
Let nothing stand in your way,
Cause the hands of time
Are never on your side

If today was your last day,
Tomorrow was too late,
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you have?
(Would you, Would you)
And would you call old friends you never see..
Reminisce memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
(Would you, Could you)
And would you find that one your dreaming of,
Swear up and down to God above,
That you'll finally fall in love?
(Would you, Would you)
If today was your last day

Script Writing - Finally !!!!!!!

YESH!!!!!!FINALLY ITS ALL OVER~~

few days and night rushing for the 60 pages of telemovie script..now everything is done. !!

i notice that i left out something that i din't put in the script before i hand it up today.

oh yeah about today morning...i'm so scare that i can't find a photocopy shop!!!my dad and i go around usj looking for binding.

After that we go to Pusat Islam to pass up everything. ahh..there's one malay guy in the pusat islam. make me walk all the way up the stairs..saying that the office is there.

And malay up there saying that the office is downstair..WOW!!fooling huh~~

forget bout that...they're helping me lose some weight haha!!



SO!!!i want to thank so many people for the help and support for this script.

i wanted to give up and so many people tried to make me work on it. especially lin. "for the sake of 2k" lol

Thanks esk for translating everything for me. wow...every night we work until 5-6am. i really feel like im a boss hahah!!!

Thanks to two of them for staying beside and the bubble tea of course..

Oh and Dear Bei...and Yonny..i remember you both helped me with choosing the topic. and Bei's "bagai kacang melupakan kulit?"?????make me think of this story. you didn't waste your tvb knowledge bei..hahahha it's helpful. Yonny and beibei cant help much cuz you both are not around me...but spiritualy..~~and yeah u both accompany me till real late sometimes..so thanks!!

I almost forget Klee...i called you every 5 minute the first day when i start with the script. i have too much that i don't know. thanks for sending an example.

There's more...like Mex Tshing, Nelvin, Marvin etc...(etc cuz i really dun remember..forgive me)..THANK YOU GUYS!!

And Ines, Adlan for the information...thanks!

I don't think i can win any prices but at least i can get marks for my assignment.*.*V from giving up to really wrote 60 pages of script..in few days and night..it's really awesome.

MetalYi

Specially for Klee~~

Before i go to bed. i want to take a few minutes time to write all this to you klee. i know you've been to audition today.

i don't really know the result but can feel from you that you are sad and you're feeling miserable.

i remember i din't reply one of your message today when i woke up. its because of the sickess script writing. i tried my best to pull open my eye to see your message but i can't.

i was thinking of giving you some time to chill down. so i never msg you for the whole day.

Like what i told u before. you learn from failure. i know you've been trying for so many times..but even you failed this time..there's always another time.

It's helping u with your directing career. Just take everything easy.

if you ever have that chance again..go for it. keep trying. even you'll fail. it's a gain of experience.

Alright shall sleep.

Your Friend,
MetalYi