lovey dovey again

issue with snowie for so long...it's like hard to accept her getting old..but it's all back at once...

like stay outside too long, you'd want to see a face that "want you back".

hate the outside world..

knowing esk's cat pass away yesterday, because of 5 dog's attack, i feel the more i neglect snowie, i will feel very bad...things can happen in any minute..today im blogging here, tomorrow i might be gone..who knows...

sometimes i think snowie hates other dog, is because other dogs hates her..that's what lin and i felt..always..

when we bring her out last time, she used to try to get close to the dogs..but barked of by the other dogs..

today when i let her out, i witness dogs bully her..sort of...laugh at her,..that's what i feel..
my neighbour's smaller size dog watching snowie pee..for long..then bark at snowie..snowie make a crying sound..

the small dog then go in to the house, bring out the other 4-5 dogs..all bark at snowie..i don't know why all the dogs hate her..and i guess that's the only reason she don't trust dog..she's more to human..

found her old pics..that was taken when after her surgery, and check up..i don't know how i bear that pain..just looking at her leg i already feel sad..poor thing..


feel letting her sleep with me again tonight...yesterday was great...she was dam happy when i carry her mat and say "upstair"..she happy till cant make a sound..

i was tired..but i feel looking at her sleep...i remember her ears, form a "V" shape..and i feel touching it badly..

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Love you,
MetalYi