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Snowie & the trouble - urinary

snowie's been acting strangely on wednesday. she keep following lin, then boy, thn lin, thn boy. made me jealous a little :|

then yesterday, she became even more strange. she can't sit still just for one moment. then when lin and i came home from outside, dad's pissed that snowie pee inside the house. i know something's not right already. she don't usually pee at home.

when i let her out, i notice that she tried to pee but nothing comes out. so i'm worried that she got urinary infection. lin and i brought her out for walk. all the way she tried to pee but nothing comes out. we're really worry. it must be suffer to not able to pee.

immediately we brought her to the vet near our house. that vet is not sure what happen also. i wasted rm70 on that clinic.

when she got home she got worse. can't pass out and her body starts to shake. the way she walk is different too. i observe her condition until late night. at the same time find out good vets around pj.

it's midnight and she start to suffer so lin and i decide to bring her to vet. had to pay rm200 for midnight call for doctor. sigh...so expensive but snowie can't wait any longer. we asked help from jeffrey to fetch us there. when we reach the place it's already 2am. and we have to wait for the vet to come in 30mins.

the way snowie look at me. made me really worry. she wants to kiss me. from her look, can see that she suffer real bad. and from her look, she's like wanting to say a "good bye". i feel so aweful and what i can do is just pray.

she did x-ray and checking. nothing's wrong. no stone, bladder's fine. she was given an anti inflammation injection so that she can urine.

once she reached home. she straight away pass urine outside the house. i'm relief. at least she can urine.

Today i bring her to the hospital again for urine test and body check up. did one more x-ray. can't find out any problem at all. i got more worry. cause the vet told me that cancer will be last in her list. i don't want that to happen. sigh...hope the medication helps....:'(

can't lose her!! feel so guilty. everything happen because of us. never take good care of her.

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