梦啊梦~~

                                           (picture taken from 周公解读)
上个月的事吧。。梦到妈祖神像被烧，我和妈妈强救火。。可是妈祖神像头和手开始断了。我一下就吓醒。。很少会在把梦当一回事。。可是这次我既然上网查，“梦到妈祖神像被烧解读”。 该网站解说，梦到神像是好事，梦到神像被烧是大难将来临！

我在想，我没工作，我爸不爽我，我伤到头，肚子，和手（发作），我还有什么大难叻？所以我过几天就把事情忘了，还不是梦一个？

我一直都不知道我喜欢做些什么工作。只知道，我很喜欢狗。我应征了几份工。其一是兽医护士。因薪水不合我把工作推了。。实在有些后悔。也过了几个星期，开始觉得很伤心。最近在ara damansara当钢琴教师，学院隔壁就是兽医管。每次经过，都会特别伤心，失望，后悔。夸张的是，最近既然伤心得无法恢复心情。哈哈！

结果就让我想起了这个很久的梦。“妈祖”就是“机会”；“妈祖”燃烧时我就像梦里的我，也许可以救的？可是我最终还是看着一份这么好的“机会”从我的手里消失。 那把火，不就是我的手吗？
虽说，这只是我的想法，可是还是想劝劝各位：

我们的手就像一把火，可以灭，可以烧。是好是坏，还不是要看看火烧得多猛吗？“神”可以救你一次；机会可以来几次；如果一再再的“不领情”，可能下次你一再再的“求神”，“神也不会再出现啦。。：）

反省吧。。

仪，
15/08/13

--如果你好奇，梦里的我，最后救不了火--
p.s/= 我中文不好多多包涵 :P

Scurvie goes RAW!

due to her severe skin scratching i take up advice from a rescuer friend and started doing research online.

scurvie love raw so much! i started with small amount on first day without bone. i wouldn't say im following the barf diet. I'm more to prey mode. but some times i do add some vege in her meal although it's not necessary anymore.

honestly i didn't like the smell of meat and now that i hv to handle so much meat feeding.. argh my skin began to crack from washing hands too often. i also get itchy from soap chemical react. hopefully this diet change can help her skin improve! I'd do anything!

yi
6-8-13 (3rd day barf)

Knit knit knit

loving lace pattern!

i NEED to knit when i'm angry, not happy, boring etc.. okay very negative but so far, lace is my favourite!

i have 3 project in hand. knowing i'm gonna teach again, i wanted to make myself a lace shawl (warm) so i put the waterfall lace (pic above) scarf aside and start working on the shawl. and upstair i'm working on my first cap (beanie). hopefully it fits my head. have already did one scarf for my cousie. that's for training but end up not too bad. it's a pebble stitch. no time to put up pattern method here but you can always check out on youtube type in pebble stitch or pretty stitch.

both wrong side and right side are pretty. so it's okay to make it wider and fold whatever pattern u like. from my work, i notice the border is not so neat. so wide is a good choice (just ma excuse) :P 

 this is the right side

made this wide and long. with economy milk aran. good for starter. i'm using needle 6.00mm.

okay sleep time. shall knit my beanie before bed. night night.

xoxo,
Yi
28/7/13

Late Sabrina Yeap (Mother of Stray) 1st death anniversary | 20th July 13

everytime i tell my friend or family i'm attending the ceremony their response is "wah so fast one year already?" yeah.. time flies..

it is also my first time to the Shelter Furry Friends Farm. after Sabrina left us. the volunteer and friends fight so hard to manage the shelter.

the great people who manages the farm when late Sabrina left.

along with other Dr Dogs members we all went to the ceremony to pay respect.

not easy to get the dogs to stay still for few minutes (many camera) but somehow the people who attended manage to snap many photos. here's the group of Dr Dogs and Sabrina's dog Kuning. 

Snowie trying to look out for me while all the people keep calling her name. She don't know what's the situation so end up look out from under Kuning's body.

 

Dr Sammy and Dr Snowie got tired because of the very hot weather. 

 

 i really hope that sabrina can see the flower from above. Flowers are meant for someone special, someone with a good heart. Thank you Sabrina for bringing this lovely program (Dr Dog) in to Malaysia. For helping the people, we help the dogs too :)

Love,
Handler Yi and Dr Snowie
20/07/13

Back to being a teacher ~

i've rotted at home for almost 2 months plus? i needed to do something. i admit i missed out an opportunity of being a vet assistant. after i lost it only i realize how much i miss having that job and i dreamed of myself going back to the vet to work 3 times in a week.

i've moved on. today is the first day back to teaching kids. Kids often gives me the creep but i always manage to handle them well (in class). today it's mandarin class. i'm teaching a group of Caucasian chinese.

i'm always working with Dogs dogs dogs. i have the habit of pointing a finger at the children and ask them to "Sit" when they are out of control. just like how i train my dogs. okay fine i always relate my post to dogs dogs dogs. in fact, kids are like dogs. just that they speak, and they are smart to tell you what they want and what they dont want.

i'm trying to get rid of "sit"-ing them. i really hate it. but it works so far. yet i still don't like it.

well, being unemployed is not a fun thing. staying home all day? No Way! there have to be a way. i know what i wanted. but i've lost it. it is very sad. every time i pass by a vet, i think of my offer given previously, which was way too low and unacceptable. they do not even want to negotiate. hmm.. what i can say is.. i'm expecting too well and getting all held up and ready for the job and suddenly "poof"! it's gone! i still remember the doctor telling me "see you soon" and me being so happy and excited for getting to work with animals soon.

okay.. cut the crap. my mistakes too.. i don't blame anyone but for real, if i have the opportunity again, i will never say No anymore.

Today i'm into Queen! will post a song here for everyone who read my boring post :P



let's remember queen for a sec ;)

Love,
Yi
27/07/2013

Adopt don't buy!

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=428257537256992

watched this video on facebook. i already start crying when the first picture of puppy shown. i don't know who or how many people would actually click on it to watch the whole video.

dogs die and human still buying from the petshop. why won't they take a look in the shelter before going to the petshop? nowadays the dog lover you see might not even be a real dog lover. they are just breed lover. it's a hobby. no matter how many video of awareness posted, there are none that will care because what they really care is the breed, the blood, and how it looks like.

recently i watched a tv show about boxer (dog). i didn't know boxer have flap flop ears. the boxer i saw or have seen, are all pointy ears. this lady bring her boxer in, with an antenna attached to the ear. ears cut so and that stick is to make it stand. so that it makes the boxer look beautiful. it makes me wonder..didn't the lady love her when she first brought in that floppy ear dog? why cut it? is that to satisfy herself? probably just to pleased herself that the boxer is just like the other boxer.

really down writing this.. i guess i'll just stop here. it sucks to write about dogs. i love dogs so much and ends up i hated watching movies and shows about dogs. i wonder what can we do to change their world..