Happy missing you Halloween~

( so is this funny??? >.< )

so it's halloween today. i planned so many things. but none of it works. not even a party or drinking party at home. so basically it's pretty lonely here.

At this very moment i miss you so much. wonder if u even think of me.

i wonder all the time, what are you doing now? working? sleeping? hmmm~~

so my halloween turns out to be a..erm...eating salt festival hahaha so i had two oranges for dinner. for the sake of salt >.<

Звезда The Star (Zvezda)

very nice song хорошая песня

Очень много раз я себе задавал вопрос,

So many times I asked myself
Для чего родился на свет, я взрослел и рос?

What for I was born into this world and grew up

Для чего плывут облака и идут дожди,

And why the clouds float and rains pour
В этом мире ты для себя ничего не жди...

You shouldn't expect anything for yourself in this world

Я бы улетел к облакам - жаль крыльев нет,

I would fly up to the clouds but I have no wings

Манит меня издалека тот звездный свет...

That starlight lures me from afar

Но звезду достать нелегко, хоть цель близка,

But it's hard to reach the star though the goal is close at hand

И не знаю, хватит ли сил для броска...

And I don't know if I'll have enough strength for the throw

Припев (Refrain):

Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,

I'll wait just a little bit more
И собираться буду в путь...

And then will get ready for my journey

Вслед надеждой и мечтой,

Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай звезда моя, постой...

Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

Сколько же еще мне дорог предстоит пройти?

How many paths do I have to go by?

Сколько покорить мне вершин, чтоб тебя найти?

How many peaks should I conquer to find my own self?

Сколько же с отвесной скалы мне падать вниз?

How long should I keep falling from the cliff?

Сколько начинать все с нуля, и есть ли смысл?

How many times should I start from the beginning and is there any sense to it?

Припев (Refrain):
Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,

I'll wait just a little bit more

И собираться буду в путь...

And then will get ready for my journey

Вслед надеждой и мечтой,

Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай звезда моя, постой...

Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

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Phonetic alphabet

Ochyen’ mnogo raz ya syebye zadaval vopros,

Dlya chyego rodilsya na svyet, ya vzroslyel i ros?
Dlya chyero plivut oblaka i idut dojdi,
V etom mirye ti dlya syetya nichyego nye jdi…
Ya bi ulyetyel k oblakam - jal’ kril’yev nyet,
Manit myenya izdalyeka tot zvyezdniy svet…
No zvyezdu dostat’ nyelyegko, hot’ tsyel’ blizka,
I nye znayu, hvatit li sil dlya broska…

Ya podojdu yeshye chut’-chut’,
I sobirat’sya budu v put’…
Vslyed nadyejdoy i myechtoy,
Nye dogoray zvyezda moya, postoy…

Skol’ko jye yeshye mnye dorog pryedstoit proyti?
Skol’ko pokorit’ mnye vyershin, chtob tyebya nayti?
Skol’ko jye s otvyesnoy skali mnye padat’ vniz?
Skol’ko nachinat’ vsye s nulya, i yest’ li smisl

Ya podojdu yeshye chut’-chut’,
I sobirat’sya budu v put’…
Vslyed nadyejdoy i mechtoy,
Nye dogoray zvyezda moya, postoy…

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What should i do now?

heard this song yesterday when i was playing crash bash with my brother(own disc of course). it's from grease. the best musical movie that actually made me bought the original.

when i heard the song yesterday, i was like..shit is that me? what should i do? i don't wanna forget you. :'( wonder what are u doing now ~ cuz im hopelessly devoted to you...

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,

my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,

there's just no gettin' over you

Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around

and wait for you

But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else

for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him",

my heart is saying "don't let go"

Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

hopelessly devoted to you

(lyrics from stlyrics )

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26/10/10 3:15 - 5:30am Ansif goes off ~

day before was kleo and my editing for her new short film day. then we saw lecturer and he ask if we wants to send him off at 3am.

At lcct, kleo wondered how i feel. since she felt abit mm seh tak also..apatah lagi me right? lol

honestly at the airport i was cool, im ok, better then the her and jye i guess xD

just can't believe that when i reach home i burst out ~~~~ which make my next day a crap!!

till today, i still miss him alot~~

Bye dear~gonna miss u like mad!!

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Cyberjaya Production - INspiration FRAME 23/10

it's a beautiful film *.* hahahahah really it is! our preparation is like Ansif's short film. one day for idea, one day for preparation, one day for shoot, one day for editing!

this time kleo is the director. she did it great!! although there's framing problem. but that's just minor issue don't keep it in heart!

so the shoot only have 3 person. which is me, her and her~ :P i'm the "ah sei" that day~ not too bad really. the only bad thing is the weather. first it was too hot, then after lunch, it rain!!!!! MY GOD! we were all praying that day hahahah cuz thing didn't go so smooth.~

this shoot is for a videography competition. and i wanted kleo to do it, not because of the prize, it's also for her to get back on the director's chair. a good place to start..no matter it's good or bad.

In this video, thanks alot to Hinzges, Wilson (for the storyboard), and My Ansif~~for the lovely sketches and drawing! it turns out so good in the video <3

oh and one more person, my brother, denzel/joe lol>.< "nice drawing" hahahahahahhahahah :P

More pictures coming on Picasa web :P

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Pooka came alive !

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Pooka my dear came alive !!!

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You motivate me - Ansif's shoot

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i alwayssssssss wanted to help this fella ! finally he appeared and we (kleo, jye, me) get our ass ready to help him.

i was chosen to be his producer this time. i'm not so stress out about this cause no matter i have a post or not im gonna help him. he's my savior.

we did planning for 2 days only. 2 times meeting. third day is the shooting. im happy with kleo and myself. we settled pre-production in one day. compared to my "stalker"...wow...two months!!! i guess im just so motivated hahahhah!

compared to mine, he got a much simple story. but he is using good equipments! i like that shoot. everything i planned went well. 9am starts shoot 9pm end shoot.

i really find myself have trouble handling KIDS! by luck, i get a kid last minute for our shoot. and he's my neighbour. i know him well. he's naughty at home but when it comes to stranger, fuh~ wont speak!

i tried sooooooooo hard! pushing my fake smile and voice! :P so make him like me. but too hard. i "negotiate" with this kid for half hour. then kleo joins in. he just stunned and wouldn;t talk. he's even shy to nod his head. MY GODDDD!!! got on my nerves haha i feel saying " i thought ur always so naughty at home?" hahahah but i didn't ok!

i get myself out of the set to take real deep breath! fuh!!!! this kid is HARD! but i can't make this kid hate us. i must let the shoot go on!

my lecturer! very dam good! he's the one that finally handled the kid well. the kid likes him. so everything goes smooth again. LoL

i put in so much effort on this production and it turns out to be a success. im really glad of it. not just because i get to help him. it's also one thing to prove that i CAN do it. and i really DID it!

but when it reaches the last scene at night, i somehow feel so depress. well, close friends know why and who and what makes it like that. i feel myself falling so deep in the cliff and hard to stand up.

after the shoot i was offered..=.= to teach my dear ansif how to do animation =.= swt! my animation suck so bad! but it settled in just one night. you prove me good again hahahah dammit!

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shooting at my house

kleo is so cool!!!!!!! she almost paid his life when the light stand drop down. thanks kleo ur so wei da!

this is daddy's scene xD

Dua hantu kat blakang

three actors in front, crews and fam at the back!

YOYO! UR FAVOURITE! LOK LOK! i tell u what? the crew and actors, get to eat alot!!!!!!!!

Shooting C.K in the head!

I'm james'(sound) assistant that night! i shoot! jk :P i holds a mic that look like gun hahaha

director, Always thinking~

Our Miss Alma aka Yap MeiMei aka Sho wen ate ALOT! that day. first reach then eat d..until finish shoot. too hungry??? :P

Director and kelefeh alma :PPPPPP

finish shoot. director and actors..oh and kleo the multitask!

Director and Producer

Our awesome camera man with director

Director and james the mic of the day~

him n him lol lecturer and also my psychiatrist =.=

Thanks for All to made this a big success! Love y'all!

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Wat else? Graduation!

i graduated on 6th october 2010! presentation was quite nervous but i did quite well. 5 assessor and room space full of other people. didn't sleep for one day and night. but i survive thanks to my favourite chicken essence and two cup of cham ice :P

our graduation showcase is at map kl salaris dutamas. video animation? i was ALONE! everyone was looking for my partner ansif. im looking for him as well..so that i won't be alone at that very lonely corner hahaha! but we didn't get to contact with him.

so my lovely friends~ so awesome..come to my place many times to visit my lonely corner.

map is a really nice place..just that, for some people, it's very hard to find.

and u know what? the toilet is Kewlllllllllllllllllllll~~~~~~~~~~~the first day i went there was 5th oct and alma and i spent really some time in the toilet taking pictures! then i thought, this is the place yoyo would like to come hahaha! it's toilet babe!

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this is my corner. taken on 5th oct when i was doing set up

this was taken on second day 6th oct morning. just add one more poster of my film to it :P

this is on 7th oct, almost time for pack up. no more videos shown. that guy over there? Ashraf,maldive guy, my idol lol..his photograph are damn cool! i purposely take this photo when i saw him standing there hahah crazy!

there..after i packed..so empty...and about that chair..comfy chair..im the only one who had that..LoL

Interior design area

interior design area, alma's "Course" mate looking at her work. Alma is always not there ~~probably at my "lonely corner">.<

this is advertising design. it didn't impress da jie much lolx

multimedia design, another one like me, very isolated area. but they are very good coursemates.

This if photography, the work behind is my idol ashraf's work!

there, my idol's work lol. one thing, most photographer feel his work is not nice, don't know their perspective but i feel they are just jealous :P

another photography area.

Mass Com's area, they got really nice place but worst decoration! and they were'nt there the second day. what a waste!!!!!

entrance/exit

those below are graphic design area -picture by chee wan

chee wan's area, so far its my favourite among graphic

i already made her promise to make one for me ! hahaha

this is also one of my favourite..well~skull always attracts me xP

graphic design is always the area that most people will go to. so rich of content!

i notice there's one person's work not taken in chee wan's photo album..and i find it funny. they have issue with this guy lol. i have a little too..but not so much cause i've avoided it.

ever wonder where's performing arts? hahah they're at the black box. that's the thing that seperated me and klee :P i went to watch their show of course! i din't take the performance pictures cause kleo is not in it =.=

pictures by June Jye

she...appear in news strait time the next day. i knew..cuz she's our famous actress's daughter lol

and us..watching a very simple performance, one actress, one simple set up, but a very meaningful speech.

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and i guess that's it~ happy graduating Friends :)