Period ish!!!

not me..it's snowie..why is it dam long/???it's like more than a week already. argh!!!!!

New Year =(

hmm..it's new year..how come i don't see anyone smiling??and my brother cried a little. it's quite a long story. my mom went jakarta few days ago and my brother went to some bhuddist society camp. which he have to serve those short term monk and so on...

both of them came back together. and POP!!!my bro said he's not eating meat anymore. he will tried to be a vege forever. and WOW!!my mom's furious. and she doesn't want to talk to my brother.

we;re suppose to have tepanyaki on 31st dec for countdown. my mom doesn't want to make it. and she refuse to cook as well. and my parents doesn't want to bring us to somewhere that are more merrier. ok fine...at home...my mom keep saying STUPID STUPID STUPID. i thought it was bad. really. it is...

Being a vege is not a bad thing. really..and im kinda proud of my bro. but everyone's silent. my mom seems like ...err...some devil possessed her haha!!REALLY~~~~i think in her mind she even think that she regret to be a bhuddist or something. i don't know what's got into her. and im sad to see her like that.

i know what my mom do is for my brother's good. she want him to grow healthy. i don't know.

so..no more new year countdown. cause we have emo mother and brother at home..zz...and now im home alone..and i just ate chicken rice LoL...

i wonder why my dad didn't say anything...what is he thinking??does he agree with my mother or what??arrrrr...whatever...screw them both...since both of them come back from trip i have no peace..i mean..the family have to peace. and now my eldest sis is at johor. hopefully when she come back she won't bring trouble. =)

Finally..I'm feeling better??

=D
Gosh!!i'm feeling better today wahahaha...but still..i'm massaging my stomach most of the time LoL..now i can save the bill of visiting a doc =D

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today's another sister's lunch day =) 3 of us went to a mexican restaurant for lunch. food was nice..and yep..margarita..the most interesting part..lin drank most of it so she's kinda dizzy..with very serious red face..=P






today i get to see my little sister's negative side. she's emo today..which, made me feel like slapping her. i see my past in her. i don't know what i can do to comfort her. it's like suddenly she changed..she wasn't like that..just these days..hmm...i guess she'll get better and feel things she do or think was wrong one day. i know it cause i used to be that emo.

Hope u feel better soon lin. nothing is always bad. we need to face it afterall.

Cheers,
with love forever, your sister=)

Stomach aching for days

argh~~~stomach ache for 3 days. that's suffering. the first day was the worst. it takes 1 day to recover. today when i wake up im still fine. just that when i eat i feel uncomfortable. then at night when i tried to sleep. i cant..something's pushing my stomach from inside. gosh that's so so so suffering.

i can only sit straight, if i bend or hunch then i feel extremely pain. problem is i don't even feel like going to the toilet. i haven't visit the doctor but if tomorrow i still feel the pain maybe i will. sigh..~~

god bless =(

yi

Heath Ledger visited Michelle William

Michelle Williams has been visited by the ghost of her ex-fiance Heath Ledger, it has been reported by National Enquirer magazine.

Michelle Williams has been visited by the ghost of her ex-fiance Heath Ledger, it has been reported by National Enquirer magazine.

Michelle Williams has been visited by the ghost of her ex-fiance Heath Ledger.

The actress - who split from the actor in September 2007, three months before he died of an accidental prescription drugs overdose - stunned co-workers on the set of new movie 'Shutter Island' when she made the shocking revelation.

Michelle says she has seen Heath's ghost twice, and admits she was 'scared half to death' during the first haunting.

She claims she was awoken in the night by a series of eerie bumps, and realised furniture in her bedroom was being moved around.

According to National Enquirer magazine, she caught a glance of a shadowy figure, which she maintains was Heath.

Although 28-year-old Michelle was initially unsure whether she had imagined the visitation, she became convinced she had seen his ghost when it happened again.

The second time, Michelle says the apparition was much more vivid. She realised it was Heath when he spoke and apologized for not being able to help raise Matilda, the couple's three-year-old daughter.

source: MSN Entertainment

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The Historian-Book review

The Historian
Review
One Day i woke up and i found this book on my room desk(does that sound creepy??). haha..i picked it up and read it through. damn. i said to my sister that this could be the hardest book to read =D

First i thought it was a fantasy-like. but then i realize it's not so very fantasy. =D Those who fansy history type of nerd you'd probly like this book alot. it's rich of History of part of the european country. including hungary, romania, istanbul and etc..

Once the author Elizabeth Kostova made the character reach a certain country, there would be history. and the history elizabeth Kostova mention will be 2-3 pages long.

Personal View
To be honest i didn't like this book so much. It's so thick, not that i can't read a thick pages of book, i think that the author focus too much on the character's reaction. And also, explain too much on how the places look like. Just explaining a certain coffee shop could take few pages.

i'm not a fan of the past. yet i would be interested to know a bit if i get to. The book explain too much. it's like back to secondary high school, where we have to memorize all the history, all the past.

i could have put this book away or put it back on the shelf. but i didn't. i'm surprise myself that i finished the whole book =D.

When i reach the middle pages of the book, where there's more mysterious about Vlad Dracula and the kingdom, i even go online to check out the picture of vlad dracula, surf wikipedia for the simpler explaination of vlad's mother, father and the prince's power. besides, i checked youtube for any vlad dracula's movie and i found one called Dark Prince: True story of dracula and watched the whole thing=)

after i've understand most of dracula's life, i continue the story from the book. i'm glad that i picked up the book and read at the first place. even it didn't impress me much, i like the way the author make vlad dracula a mystery, made vlad dracula a vampire.

sometimes i got so into a character of the story , the phone rang would scare the shit out of me.=D and i often dream of vampires when i sleep haha..thats foolish.

Alright, that's it. coming post of book review is The Road. it's shot as a movie. i've just started reading it. will check out the movie soon.

Cheers,
Sodina

it's just too unlucky

Today could be the worse day of my life..well, consider ONE OF..i read a book yesterday, tuesday with morrie by mitch albom. it's so meaningful..and i tried my very best to change.

today is a bad day. it's been busy whole day and i tried to keep myself calm. detach, like what morrie shwartz said. i brought two cd to the editing room and tried to save everything down so that i can do everything at home asap. who knows when i reach home the saved disc is empty.

i troubled my family. i go back to the college again at 6pm. which, is the most jam moment. stuck in the traffic for half an hour. then i reached the college. this time i brought a rewritable dvd to save everything down.

and when i got home, it's empty again. seriously i cant stand it anymore.

the college is forcing me to join a stupid leadership program. i ignored. and they call call and call, then send my lecturer an email just to ask me to join that stupid thing.

how unlucky am i, i accidentaly met my lecturer outside the editing room. he doesnt seem too happy with me not handing in the form to the stupid program thing.

i keep thinking of morrie's word. detach detach detach..emotion comes, then they go, and we have to learn to detach it. im ashame of myself. i failed to do it. the day has been too stressfull.

!st Assignment for Video Editing. 10 seconds trailer

click to watch

butterfly effect INTRO version

Intro version
Special Thanks To My Sister - idea


butterfly effect ROMANCE version

Romance Version

butterfly effect CLIMAX version

CLIMAX version

Nervous try

tomorrow i'm gonna make my very first trailer..of my favourite movie of all - butterfly effect 1. hope everything will be fine. i don't really know how to use that editor software yet but i'm gonna try try try.

feeling nervous.want it to be great. though its just a 10 second trailer =p

cheers to all,
Sodina

when you're alone, you'd think~~~

Have you ever wonder, why our life is so difficult??i've thought of it sometimes..what makes us like that? it's quite funny.. it's actually human, ourselves.

human evolution sequence. we used to be a chimp??and now we're human. that's what we read in the history book.

we're human, we have brain, we think, we see and we do. whats other than these??

back in long long long long long time ago..who knows when. we human don't wear any clothes. maybe just a leaf or small piece of cloth to cover. human hunt for food, and i guess there's no such thing as gold and money. they don't trade with money but animals and crops. what they need to worry is food and place to stay.

After 100 years or more, human don't wear small piece of clothes or leaf anymore. they start putting on make ups and suits. even wigs to make them look smarter and professional.





Then comes the genius. Einstein, Newton, or erm..thomas edison?? wow!!!the world changed. 360 degree with those smart one. more and more scientist appeared. more technical stuff to make ur life easier. you don't have to lit a candle when you're in the dark. you don't need to walk for 1000miles with these people here.

So, whats so bad about it when you got great facilities like this??Greed, glamour, anything that we can think of..we want our life to be the best. wealthy family got everything. and the poors just have to work out a little bit to make ur life easier.

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GIA - Film Review

Recently i watched few great movie. One of my favourite-GIA, starring Angelina Jolie as Gia Marie Carangi.

Part of it are facts. before making this movie they did alot of research. somehow people (which include Gia Carangi's mom) thinks that it's not accurate at all.

Back to the movie..i think angelina jolie bring out the character really well. it's the first time i see angelina jolie without a gun, without a strong self-confidence character. in this movie, she looks strong, afraid of nothing, inside her soul, what she see is just darknest, with a broken family that weakened her.

this movie shows us the reality of the modelling industry. you come when you're needed. and leave the industry when you're not. this is business. what a famous cover girl looks like...might not be what it seems to be..People see them as angels, luckiest girl in the world, glamour, fame, they can have anything in their life..but who knows what they really are??


Eric Michael Cole as T.J and Angelina Jolie as GIA


Angelina as GIA after start taking drugs





THE REAL GIA MARIE CARANGI
In case you don't know who's Gia Carangi..here's some information and pictures of hers.
Gia Marie Carangi (January 29, 1960 – November 18, 1986)
This is Gia Carangi. She was claim the first American Top Model during late 1970s and early 1980s. she has appeared in the cover of several fashion magazine. She was the first to present unusual poses, expression and gesture.

After become addicted to drugs, Carangi's modelling career was ruined. Infected with HIV (AIDS) and died in the age of 26.

Here are some almost similar pictures/scene you can see from the movie and reality life.









R.I.P

Hope