"i love you i don't want you dead!"

probably, the place that we can use this is when we're watching a movie? not sure with other people but in my house. we're used to saying "i don't want him to die cuz i like him". it happens to me, my sister, my brother too. but today, the two movie that i watch; [The Newsmaker] and [3:10 to Yuma] makes me go "no no no dont dont dont" lol and thats my life with the idol part. hahah!

My Chemical Romance's site sent a newsletter. ask me to "click it". i REALLY feel ignoring it. but i din't, and i'm glad that i din't. they got a trailer! how fucking cool is that???!!!!!!! MCR have

trailer! well of course it would be better with bob bryar in it. lol

i feel screaming the moment i see the trailer. after cool down, i thought, i haven't grow up much din't it? still screaming over favourite band???? that's crazy..

everytime when it comes to idol part. then you'll see me laughin or smiling alone. i appear to be like a mad man! that urge in me..just feel like WooooooooW all the way! Run and jump around the room screaming for that. too bad lin is not around. i'm sooooooo gonna tell her about the news. mcr is BACK! then go "did u see tht did u see tht? colourful hair" =.=

and you know what? idol part is the good part when ur alone. fantasizing? nope..not really. just liking.

well song! recently im into oldies, folk song. most of the song i heard from a movie or from the radio. maybe its because of the bored pop songs. honestly, rnb and pop is bored already.

as for movie. worse. i normally possess one of the character's body to be in the movie. i cry when they cry and laugh when they laugh. it makes me a emotional girl for lin. actually im not. im just too into the movie. yesterday is the first time that i side the terrorist and i feel ridiculous. my bro came in the room seeing me putting my hands over the mouth. happening ekh? hahahah he ask about the movie newsmaker. i dint say anything. i just say that "fuck i dont want the bad guy to die wei!" and he goes "sien la u"

next moment he spend with me is when i keep "noooooooooooooooo" "don'ttttttttttttttttt" and "hate youuuuuuuuu" when i see the good guy hahahah

well i guess that happen to everyone? or maybe im just too into the movie to feel their heat LOL

o'right will end here. with mcr's trailer..ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY!

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here's newsmaker, a russian movie. a remake of a donnie lo's "breaking news"

and this is 3:10 to Yuma. amazing cowboy movie. watched this till 5am. hahah. well what to do~ my favourite actor :P

MetalYi

Teaser *shy*

oh comon everyone hope to have their own teaser o'right.!

i've already finish my documentary. it is not a PERFECT video but i am proud of it. not sure why. most probably is because its the first time i do documentary. during project, i had so many tough time coping with partner and etc...

now it's done. not much people watch it yet. only my brother, my sister and myself. my partner haven't watch it yet =.= not even kleo.

here's the teaser! :P (learned it from ryan seacrest)

that's it...this whole docu the only part i feel is best is the beginning, and the ending. the middle....hmm...and if u concentrate on the grammer...owhhh!!!! yucks! hahahah

well, wanna watch? PLEASE SAY U WANT TO! it's quite a hard work!

MetalYi

You are NOT ugly!

this post is specially dedicate to my beloved "she who must not be named" :D

ok i already heard the news about you and the guy. well "you know who".

first off, i wanna say that, you are not ugly. plus u shouldn't say that cause it affect me as well since people say we look like siblings =.=

second, sometimes i think its not a very bad idea that he said that to u. reality saves life sometimes. think about it, if he keep those words in heart, if he don't straightforward to u. maybe you're both still like before, but slowly he will "fade away". personally i dont prefer that way. what you think?

honestly, i don't think that u r ugly at all. ur just not the type he like. thats all.

lastly, i think that....yao shi foh helped u once again. say thanks! lol

cheer up babe! we love you! lets go cruise lets go orphan! our heart belong there! not to some reality guy.!! lets rock on!

MetalYi