Why the hell??

Until this morning..my day's still so good. not to mention the epilepsy attack. other than that. i'm so fine...

but why the hell suddenly there's a piano teaching job offered?i don't need it hello....now make me...make me...don't know what to do...

i want to keep my self away from music. there's no more adagio and allegro in my brain anymore. if i teach again. i need to RElearn those italian terms. and many music stuff..

arghhhhhhhhhhh......WHAT SHOULD I DO??????????i really don't feel like teaching anymore. but if i don't. it's like losing a chance..but i don't feel like going backwards.

i'm hoping someone will say something like "you should move forward". but no...no one said that. not even one. so sick of it.

I'm drawing one piece :p

Luffy
ViVI
Zoro
Sanji
Zoro
don't know who's that:ppp
Usopp
Nami and Sanji

I miss my friends

It's been Long..how long is it?i don't remember. few years back?i have many great friends online. although they're just online friends and i don't get to see them in person, it feels great and they helped me alot. they taught me how to go on.

i can't really remember them. i remember one. Melanie. my sweet heart. which country she's from?don't remember :p she's a sweet lady. she's so pretty. i remember at my 18th birthday. a very miserable day. she sang to me. she always like to sing. she sing mcr's song almost everyday to me. and sometimes i will sing to her-only if she request.

i wonder how is she now. hopefully she's good and be more cheerful, more confident of herself. If only i get to see her again i will tell her she's the prettiest girl in the world and she should be going out more..instead of staying at home just because she's afraid that people will hate her.

I miss you Melanie. and thanks for the birthday song. :)

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don't you just sick of it?friends come and go. soon my sexy ren wei will be going to china and won't be back. how am i gonna live without her disturbing me?

and my dear miki, you always skip classes. defer defer and defer. soon you won't feel like coming to college anymore. and you're even lazy to go out for a movie. what will happen then?you won't remember me soon. zzz....

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outsiders for reunion

yuhuuuuu chinese new year!!!!reunion....all family eat together..1-2-3-4-5-6------7???why the hell??
it's reunion ok...you bring ur boyfriend here how are we suppose to talk?you didn't know our family haven't sit together to talk for a long time right?cause ur always out right?and your boy is the most important right?

spoil my mood only. im sure it's gonna be very awkward. sure all of us quiet quiet. just you dad and your boy talk only right?STUPID.USE BRAIN PLEASE!!!!big day ok!!!!

Fucking bad mood Sodina

*take a deep breath*

i bit(bite) snowie's ear man few days ago and i'm still feeling bad now :'(

I sang too loud day before yesterday and i'm still feeling bad now :(

i scolded someone yesterday and i'm feeling bit bit bad now :I

ALL BECAUSE OF THE STUPID 3DS MAX.

*trying to chill* at least. i finish modelling and bones before cny right???looks abit cacat..ABIT only..but at least i tried my best.

wonder if i can grab some big cash on cny?*wuhuuuuuu* POKI(S)..WAIT FOR ME...going penang real real real soon :]

*sorry snowie..but your ear so soft. good to bite..ISH!!!!what am i talking*

Feeling sorry,
Sodin

Snowie to the park

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwsG71VHF98


Snowie and I going for a walk..
Off we go~~~To Our favourite Secret Park ..erm..not so secret actually xP

muaks baby i love you!!!

Your sister,
Yi