Happy missing you Halloween~

( so is this funny??? >.< )

so it's halloween today. i planned so many things. but none of it works. not even a party or drinking party at home. so basically it's pretty lonely here.

At this very moment i miss you so much. wonder if u even think of me.

i wonder all the time, what are you doing now? working? sleeping? hmmm~~

so my halloween turns out to be a..erm...eating salt festival hahaha so i had two oranges for dinner. for the sake of salt >.<

Звезда The Star (Zvezda)

very nice song хорошая песня

Очень много раз я себе задавал вопрос,

So many times I asked myself
Для чего родился на свет, я взрослел и рос?

What for I was born into this world and grew up

Для чего плывут облака и идут дожди,

And why the clouds float and rains pour
В этом мире ты для себя ничего не жди...

You shouldn't expect anything for yourself in this world

Я бы улетел к облакам - жаль крыльев нет,

I would fly up to the clouds but I have no wings

Манит меня издалека тот звездный свет...

That starlight lures me from afar

Но звезду достать нелегко, хоть цель близка,

But it's hard to reach the star though the goal is close at hand

И не знаю, хватит ли сил для броска...

And I don't know if I'll have enough strength for the throw

Припев (Refrain):

Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,

I'll wait just a little bit more
И собираться буду в путь...

And then will get ready for my journey

Вслед надеждой и мечтой,

Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай звезда моя, постой...

Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

Сколько же еще мне дорог предстоит пройти?

How many paths do I have to go by?

Сколько покорить мне вершин, чтоб тебя найти?

How many peaks should I conquer to find my own self?

Сколько же с отвесной скалы мне падать вниз?

How long should I keep falling from the cliff?

Сколько начинать все с нуля, и есть ли смысл?

How many times should I start from the beginning and is there any sense to it?

Припев (Refrain):
Я подожду еще чуть-чуть,

I'll wait just a little bit more

И собираться буду в путь...

And then will get ready for my journey

Вслед надеждой и мечтой,

Towards the Dream and Hope

Не догорай звезда моя, постой...

Don’t burn out my star, just wait!

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Phonetic alphabet

Ochyen’ mnogo raz ya syebye zadaval vopros,

Dlya chyego rodilsya na svyet, ya vzroslyel i ros?
Dlya chyero plivut oblaka i idut dojdi,
V etom mirye ti dlya syetya nichyego nye jdi…
Ya bi ulyetyel k oblakam - jal’ kril’yev nyet,
Manit myenya izdalyeka tot zvyezdniy svet…
No zvyezdu dostat’ nyelyegko, hot’ tsyel’ blizka,
I nye znayu, hvatit li sil dlya broska…

Ya podojdu yeshye chut’-chut’,
I sobirat’sya budu v put’…
Vslyed nadyejdoy i myechtoy,
Nye dogoray zvyezda moya, postoy…

Skol’ko jye yeshye mnye dorog pryedstoit proyti?
Skol’ko pokorit’ mnye vyershin, chtob tyebya nayti?
Skol’ko jye s otvyesnoy skali mnye padat’ vniz?
Skol’ko nachinat’ vsye s nulya, i yest’ li smisl

Ya podojdu yeshye chut’-chut’,
I sobirat’sya budu v put’…
Vslyed nadyejdoy i mechtoy,
Nye dogoray zvyezda moya, postoy…

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What should i do now?

heard this song yesterday when i was playing crash bash with my brother(own disc of course). it's from grease. the best musical movie that actually made me bought the original.

when i heard the song yesterday, i was like..shit is that me? what should i do? i don't wanna forget you. :'( wonder what are u doing now ~ cuz im hopelessly devoted to you...

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,

my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,

there's just no gettin' over you

Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around

and wait for you

But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else

for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him",

my heart is saying "don't let go"

Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do

I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide,

since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,

hopelessly devoted to you

Hopelessly devoted to you,

hopelessly devoted to you

(lyrics from stlyrics )

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26/10/10 3:15 - 5:30am Ansif goes off ~

day before was kleo and my editing for her new short film day. then we saw lecturer and he ask if we wants to send him off at 3am.

At lcct, kleo wondered how i feel. since she felt abit mm seh tak also..apatah lagi me right? lol

honestly at the airport i was cool, im ok, better then the her and jye i guess xD

just can't believe that when i reach home i burst out ~~~~ which make my next day a crap!!

till today, i still miss him alot~~

Bye dear~gonna miss u like mad!!

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Cyberjaya Production - INspiration FRAME 23/10

it's a beautiful film *.* hahahahah really it is! our preparation is like Ansif's short film. one day for idea, one day for preparation, one day for shoot, one day for editing!

this time kleo is the director. she did it great!! although there's framing problem. but that's just minor issue don't keep it in heart!

so the shoot only have 3 person. which is me, her and her~ :P i'm the "ah sei" that day~ not too bad really. the only bad thing is the weather. first it was too hot, then after lunch, it rain!!!!! MY GOD! we were all praying that day hahahah cuz thing didn't go so smooth.~

this shoot is for a videography competition. and i wanted kleo to do it, not because of the prize, it's also for her to get back on the director's chair. a good place to start..no matter it's good or bad.

In this video, thanks alot to Hinzges, Wilson (for the storyboard), and My Ansif~~for the lovely sketches and drawing! it turns out so good in the video <3

oh and one more person, my brother, denzel/joe lol>.< "nice drawing" hahahahahahhahahah :P

More pictures coming on Picasa web :P

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Pooka came alive !

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Pooka my dear came alive !!!

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