Another issue?-family is even worst

First, it was friend issue that i have. and it;s not even settle yet. now family. i don't know what i've done.

Yo father, you don't know me at all. i just need little attention. Just little u know. it's ok if you don't wanna care bout me or what soever. at least be fair to me.

i know u love da jie and boy alot. but you can't just push everything to lin and i. why the hell boy and i sit at the same table u must ask me to do. i DON'T MIND doing anything but with that kind of tone. i really feel like killing myself. dissapear at once.

it ain't the first time. and i start to hate all of you.

hate myself for being so emotional.