Specially dedicated to BeiBei xD

don't know if you will read this but i'll just write it all here =)

i don't know what got into you that makes u wanna see me on june. i'm really nervous..yet..i'm happy that you're not running away anymore. you're facing our problem like a real man =D

i apologies for being so moody yesterday. it's because everything come too sudden. my tons of homework, and you. i didn't mean that i don't like to see u but so far you knew that i'm the kind that think alot =)

i'm not sure you're feeling the same thing like me. but i feel you would..at least afraid that maybe the gap is too big..and what we can do is just say a "good bye". hopefully it's not like that.

perhaps i should say more about what i'm worry about. i don't wanna be "po ma" like you. yes i'm afraid of that "gap" you're saying. and i'm worry bout how am i suppose to react in this few days. or how am i suppose to talk to you on june..IF i want a "goodbye"? or if u want a "goodbye"?

i guess it's just like that. some other thing that i worry..i'm not really clear myself. haha...forgive me lol..xD!!

this few days..when you called me..i really can talk to you. not like the first time. im completely quiet. sometimes i even feel calling u when im depress or when im stress. just to listen to your voice.

this kind of thing is funny. after i see u on june. will i be feeling the same thing?do i still feel calling u when im depress?and the thing i concern the most..will we still be friends?

your unsure ___,
Metal Yi