Cupcake for "them" day~~

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tried the marble cake after making cup cake..we got muscle pain from mixing all the ingredients together...and it turn out to be........................



So it's going to the special bin of course...




the smell is awful!!!even on snowie's body!!


glad you love it..!!!

Cheers,
MetalYi

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i put in the recipe cause many people are asking for it and i find it very good..so here it is..The recipe...

Basic Chocolate Cup Cake Recipe
Ingredients
5 oz (150g)	Butter - softened
5 oz (150g)	superfine (castor) sugar
6 oz (175g)	self-raising flour
3	eggs
2 tbls	cocoa powder
1 tsp	vanilla extract
Method
1.	Pre-heat the oven to 350oF (180oC).
2.	Line a 12 cup cake pan, with cup cake papers.
3.	Crack the eggs into a cup and beat lightly with a fork.
4.	Place all the ingredients in a large bowl.
5.	Beat with an electric mixer for 2 minutes, until light and creamy.
6.	Divide the mixture evenly between the cake cases.
7.	Bake for 18-20 minutes until risen and firm to touch.
8.	Allow to cool for a few minutes and then transfer to a wire rack.
9.	Allow to cool fully before icing. Butter Cream Frosting Ingredients 5 oz (150g) Butter - softened 8 oz (250g) confectioners (icing) sugar 1 tsp vanilla 2 tsp hot water Method 1. Beat together the butter and sugar with an electric beater. 2. Once well combined, add the vanilla and water. Beat until smooth and creamy. Notes Makes 12 cakes.<----we got extra!!!!don't put so many sugar...it will be too sweet...i think 100g should be enough...but if you vary the quantity of sugar u have to change the butter lesser too..depend on you =P the recipe is from this site >>>EASY CUPCAKE Cheers!!!!

ghost of the day~

Pale white face pale white lips eye bag panda eyes...

this is a gift and reward for sleeping at 6am every night ...



cheers =D


MetalYiTheGhost

5:12AM - Sleep train gone

hey hey hey it's the third night i sleep late...

yesterday 6am today could be 6am too...

should i be impress or depress..

ekh!!it actually makes me chou x3 ... kinda pissed actually...

oh maybe i should really turn my world upside down, change my day to night and my night to be the day...

my friend said the sun and i are enemies that's why i always sleep late and wake late..haha..maybe he is right ...

sigh sigh sigh!!!!!!living a life that doesn't look like a life...pathetic man....

sometimes i will think of making breakfast for my family then when they come down i will go "surprise!!!"...for sure they won't have any reaction and walk away hahah...

hmmm...wonder what's snowie doing now ..... must be slping...jeez!!!that girl..!!!anytime, anywhere!!

Sleepless Me,
MetalYi

everyday's the same =|

Starting tomorrow..i'm gonna be "undead"....=( days without money, without huilin..so hard to go on...

weird that i have many plans before holiday..but forget what i want now..i think i have 2 more weeks to go...

and lin will start go to coll tomorrow...it's gonna be -wake up at2/3/4pm then grab a movie then watch till 6pm then go online then read my "kite runner" then game a while and sleep...

everyday's gonna be like that...until we're not broke =((((((((((((

speak of movie...i suddenly remember that night lin drag me with her to watch 3 stephen chow movie with her and another 1 stephen chow the next day...

today, i choose not to touch stphen chow..tired laughing...hahah..gotta let my mouth rest ekh...!!

i think!!!!imma go buy two books from mph...tomorrow or day after tomorrow..argh..!!!with card la...sigh..i havent watch public enemy..got a feeling it wont be so so so so good but still..will watch!!

just a random post to kill the boredom anyway~~ciao fellows!!

Undead,
MetalYi

It's not the end~

i guess it's not the ending yet??lol..

25/07/09
erm..i don't have much time to write a long one..but i wanna tell bei that you're brave =)

and to klee..like what i told you, after im back with him, im really afraid to tell you about it, i know he left u too many bad impression..erm..left me many too =P

after i tell you everything i know ur a little dissapointed..i know u don't want me to get hurt again..but since i've chosen this path, i'll just go on with it..i will protect myself..if anything he did wrong lin, esk you and me will crush him alright??

ok i move on is because im confident with it..i know i can handle it..no matter what happen..

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oh i was suppose to be at penang now..hmm..i really feel going but snowie left 5 more tablets to feed..and no one can feed her..so..sorry yoyo!!!=(
i was really frust yesterday and shouted at snowie's name!!!she come to me with that innocent face =.=.......end up i kiss her...damm!!!!

nevermind...i got stephen chow as company now woohooo thanks bei!!

MetalYi

only Love Matters~~

I tried to save a friend's life today..not to say real life.."mentally" that kind of life..i did a whole long plan for saving..people said he's "dead"..just let him live in hell..i replied her, "it's still a life"...and "of a friend"...

the true story behind the whole saving life plan is sorta...hmm...u'd say interesting..many truth are exposed through the plan..the whole mentally matter turns into "love matter"..which can be solve easily...

If this guy would've told me earlier...no one will even have pain..

After this few months, all i could give is just illusion. the thing that we call "love", is actually just one thing to cure a loneliness..not sure bout that..but for me it is.. i'm not sad, not at all..because finally i know something...finally no lies, no hiding..everything's real!so real..!!

i always think that this guy, is something given from god..to change myself..could it be?? not really sure myself..

Soon, i find out that..God creates him to make my life more "interesting"..i always said i want something different..yes, i said that; i said guys are nothing to me..yes, i said so;

And yeah, i believe both of that..i thanks the god for bringing me this difficulty, no..not actually consider difficulties, but made my life more "colorful". after i know him, i began to know myself even well..i wanna thanks this guy as well..he brought fun and happiness, sad, dissapointment, excitement, anger...etc..full of emotion huh haha

And god is making a big "wrap up" now..enough fun?enough stories? there had to be an ending..who cares if its sad or happy..it just had to end..

I'm glad that i didn't cry, maybe i grew up??haha..don't know..

i used to tell my sister once u start a relationship, and u end it, the new one will come again..very fast..and u wont stop having new guys in your life..

impressing..BUT!!!have we actually start??i doubt..

i don't care...at least i experienced once..i know new one is waiting out there..somewhere i haven't got the chance to reach..

To all single guys and girls, erm...should say single guys and girls for a long time already, haha , go out..move on..experience it..even it's not the ending u wish to see, or even u think it will be not so interesting..just be brave and experience it...you willm somehow, find that it is part of an interesting thing that'd happen...in your life...

Happiness are in your hand..

my relationship come and go, i know maybe im not qualified to say the following words..but hey, when ur in love, put both your hands together and think of now!!if you think about the future, it will!!!totally ruined!!what we want, is enjoy for now...trust me for that =)

Cheers to all couples, and cheers to you,
MetalYi

Happy Happy!!!

ah fai ah fai im really happy to see you again...although u brought me to a place with many cats!!!!u better not next time lol...

oh i think we should celebrate our birthday together..i will cook something...PLEASE APPRECIATE IT!!!and stop thinking i will poison you!!!!hahahah

thanks for bringing me out and YOU GOTTA GO MOVIE WITH ME I DON'T CARE!!!!

your LIFEGUARD friend,
MetalYi

nothing much..just hate!!

Just hate hate hate myself..!!!!

Celine dion - Immortality

Nice song!!

A question to TheAncientPoki

erm...your blog have a follow box...i feel wanna follow...but is it actually alright??hahah...

you're low profile yet u have a follow box hahah

As simple as 123~

yeah im referring to a YES and NO..

i went out the whole day..i feel really fresh..and i liked it..broke though...

lin and i tried to avoid toll..cause we don't even have the money to pay for toll..oh~~sound pathetic..

we went to pyramid to fix her phone and buy fruit with lots of lots of salt hahaha...then for Takoyaki and milk tea..

after that we head to cyber jaya..i remember i left............rm5 yep..rm5...but its enough to go to cyber jaya..

we looked for esk..and he treat us dinner there..He brought us to visit the MMU..god..i suddenly feel segi is just their toilet..hahaha

we were force to leave..for him have to do his presentation practise..and of course..with a "not happy" face lin lin..haha..

i suggest we find mex.. so we head to putra height...we just dun wanna go home..

like for a goddam long time we're stuck at home..and for like the first time we're dress so fine..err..quite fine haha..of course we wanna have more fun..

i was...i mean.. we're pissed..for bei acting like an uncle??lol...

you know??it's very simple...when we asked you out...you just have to say YES or NO...

when i was in putra height...even when mex talked to me...i was busy sms-ing with you for the next location..and WOW!!!you agreed then last minute shoot me with an "just want you to understand" message..

Lin's the one who read that message...she told me she's kinda pissed..erm..i tell her..IT'S NORMAL!!!U KNOW HOW I FEEL NOW??

it's really great that someone is sharing my pain hahahah...im like...wasting time messaging you after u said "ok" and after so many message...it's a shocking one..well, it's ok bout it..u know??we youngster life are different from uncle life??not rude..but you're living like one...xD

oh yeah..you're asking me why my decision is shocking...i actually don't feel so...i'm happy that i can get away from the com...my families are happy with it too..and for you that's shocking..i don't know why...

hmm...dear friend..today i nearly lose a friend..you've been a great friend to me i seriously don't feel losing you..what i can say is...cheers!!!=)

MetalYi

Just Hope you understand~

hey, i know you've got your plan..you wanna make things work..for some reason, i don't think its gonna work..nevermind..i'm not sure you're gonna read it though...

This is how we starts everything..since May..i've been enjoying it..until i find that things shouldn't go that way...you might blame me for thinking too much..i guess that's just me..

actually i regret a little..i always feel that i made the whole poki team change..no matter what..there will still be a big change..

i think it was May 11th, im not sure if this happens to any poki, but for me..it's like a big "wipe" away of the whole team and me and your life..things changes..your thinking bout me, my thinking bout you, the way u treat me, and the way i treat you.

we used to chat over msn together with yoyo, and i enjoyed it very much..you're still in a relationship..everytime we chat, we spit out everything...almost everything we wanna say..cause we don't have to take responsibility for that..

nowadays we don't fool like tht anymore..unless there's game, yoyo or i would invite you in the conversation and make an announcement for game..

i remember i used to laugh alot...everytime i go online...first i look for your name and yoyo's...
small things like farmtown character would make me laugh like shit..i began to have a good feeling bout you...

since i already set my foot in...i've already been "wiped" off..i think i should just walk on..and see whats next..

im not understanding, im crazy, im sensitive..i knew that...but think properly, i won't get pissed or emo for nothing..this is for real..maybe when you're busy and when you're not, think deeply, are you really busy for a meal?? or for a drive??

actually that's not only for you..that's for every guy in the world..(that's the reason i highlighted it)

i've seen good guys and bad guys..i have ex that doesn't wanna see me and just tell me "no i don't wanna see you" then i saw him in the internet cafe.. im ok with it..cause he told me..

i believe almost every girl..hate lies..or perhaps..??...excuses??

i don't only say those to you really..unless u feel it's against you xD

i actually don't know why i blog about these things..i woke up in the morning...arhh..nope...in the afternoon xD thn feel write about this...cause i really feel too big changes in it..and your "if it doesn't work i will not bother you anymore" really bothers me..but don't worry bout it...

what i feel bad is for the poki-ans...really!!! i really love that group of people...and hopefully my childish act at May didn't ruin the whole team..

Mad lady,
MetalYi

7/11 Birthday

Sorry for delaying~~~hahahah....its very sucky...dun feel making it better after seeing the video quality...

I WANT A DV!!!!!!!!!!stupid phone!!!

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in this video:

My sister Lin
My cousin David
Sister's friend Esk, wan theng, Sam

Enjoy!!

Snowie's 3rd check-up

Finally we got the time to bring snowie to the vet.

yesterday we brought snowie for another check-up..she shivers all the way to the vet. i knew it..everytime she enter the car..we're not bringing her anywhere but the vet..if only my road direction was good ........

Nevermind..don't bother bout that.. when we reach she climb to my body...like monkey..haha..

i was soooooooooooo dam worry that'd be another tumor.. the vet said it doesn't look like a tumor.. actually i feel that too..the last time when she got tumor it actually moves..but this don't..im not sure..but since the vet said its not then its not =)

it appears that snowie feel itchy and kept licking it..it's already bleeding..so i have to pay ....err..not i have to pay...my father (credit card) have to pay for only rm30!!!i can't even take out rm30...the vet was so shocked when i say i will use the credit card...

broke broke broke..and phewwwwwww SNOWIE IS FINE!!!!but she have to take antibiotic and anti-itchyness med..and apply cream for day and night..

After we see the vet..i carry her to the car..she rush to the front seat to stick with lin...lin throw her back then she stick to me...she's so dam scare!!!!poor dear...

i look at her now..she's tired...as always..i wonder if the medicine will make her even tired..like human's med..lol

nowadays she kept looking at me with that innocent face...and with that "hinting for snack" face..argh...i feel wanna tell her..."sorry my baobei i got no more money for your snack" haha

i remember when the vet took out her medicine..i feel really suffer...does that mean i have to push the pills down her throat again??im kinda sick doing this..sigh...but there's no one in the house that can do it...even i taught a thousand time...they just can't make it...!!!!

Wie~~Wie~~Wie~~~
Mom's saying "why she have so many problems"...in chinese of course..i seriously don;t know..it's like mom and i have epi***** and even snowie have breast cancer..

mom told me my dad's cousin passed away this morning..died of breast cancer..i stun...thinking if dog will die of breast cancer too??don't feel good..
dog can't speak...i don't know her pain..she wont tell..i really don't want her to go...

my friend once asked me if snowie's gone will i buy a new one??im not sure bout that...but one thing im sure...i will collaps ... i cannot bear that BIG lost...

Just!!..God Bless her !!! i just want her fine...!!!



Your sister,
with scar all over the body like u,
MetalYi

Single 22 ~ for you~

who else is 22 and still single and keep saying about it everyday?

i dedicate this post to you ..since ur the single 22 .. xD

yeah maybe people look at you they will tell you that its time to get a boy. so at the time u hear people telling you that "it is time" u will eventually feel you're pathetic.

i gues you should think from another view. since you got someone u fancy.. do you actually feel good to have one more to worry about?

sometimes it can be really complicated. not like you got a guy with you you can live happily. believe me it's better to live "what you live".

don't force yourself to do things you feel helpless to do. i feel its good without the guys sometimes. maybe you haven't experience it yet.

soon you will and you won't like it. =)

Go on with your life klee..don't bother about marriage thing..since you're gonna marry at the age of 24 or 34 right hahahaha!!!

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HLin 7/11 video is coming soon babe!!!errm...gimme....ONE day!!!ONE night !!!

Single 22,
MetalYi

Ambition? no~~just random

Go to pappa rich again and wow..i suddenly ask lin.."do you know whats my ambition when i was young?"

i don't know why i suddenly remember that i used to say..err..not say..keep it in heart...more like hope that i grow up to be a nurse.

i never tell anyone in school when i was young..even when the teacher asked..i'd say my ambition is to be a teacher..i scare people would laugh at me if i say nurse. normally the young one would say teacher..and if someone said something different.. the other kids surely look at you one kind..

i joined the red cross society since i was in primary. till secondary .. don't remember what happen and i stopped..

and now the course i took is totally different from what i want when i was young .. interesting isn't it??

now when people ask what u gonna do after u graduate..i will tell them " can i choose not to answer".

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went to wtee house today and saw daisy..i actually wanted to stay in the car but when i saw daisy i got too excited..i wave to daisy in the car then turn to lin and say "i feel stupid" hahaha

she's really really old now..the fur colour are changing..she's breathing so hard..when i play with her today she's turning and rolling on the floor and panting..im so worried that she'd lost her breath .. sometimes after rolling on the floor she just lie on the floor with her eyes close..i feel screaming for help.

she's my favourite dog..to be honest..she is..now she's even older than me..

when i got home i see snowie..jump to me..wow..she's sooooooo young!!!!suddenly feel the difference..i guess snowie don't remember that she used to go out with daisy..i think snowie will looks like daisy when she gets older..

this is a very random post..just feel writing something..before i really start my assignment..!!
lecturer is not very happy with my script..made me go off the room so that i wont hear him say "aiyooo" again..sigh...

wish me luck for presentation skill then..bye people~~



MetalYi

A critical Shock!!!

妈的!!我还真的被一个小弟弟电到了!!

桂丽呀!!!他还真的是很有魅力叻! 哈哈哈哈!!

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This is so random...

To yoyo : i'm not ham ok!!!hahahah...i think even you also cannot resist LoL

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Owe lecturer money =( printing plan fail...!!DAM!!!how he still know i owe him money...sai mm sai note down jek!!!scare i wont pay u meh~~~=P

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Lin and David birthday video will be upload after all critical moment end xP so`~~stay tune human!!

Eye shock disease,
MetalYi

Sick but you're there...thanks ALOT!!!

you know who u are...This post is specially for you..

today ain't a good day for me..just when i feel real frust u came to me with coffee..

i saw the notes..and the coffee..you asked me not to cry..at that very moment..i'm really holding back my tears..

i can't believe that someone is actually there for me when im down..

i saw coffee, and chocolate..chocolate is fattening my dear xD but i finished the whole thing..since its from you..


then i saw a book on top/under the notes..with the title "i love myself" in chinese..i didn't know thats from you..

i take a look at the first page and saw "for MetalYi" in there..oh so it;s for me right?haha...it's so cute and easy to understand..when i read the first few pages..i kinda have trouble reading those chinese words...there's so many words..oh...those are just epilogue..the real content is the cartoons right??

912 thanks alot!!!you can beat the guys i know..ur so caring..glad to have you around =)
yeah i will try to talk to you when im down..

and im sorry today i din't talk much to you..i asked u to go first cause i don't want to keep u waiting..it will be a very long day..and i just reached home..7.15PM..sigh..

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!i don't know how many times i have to say that...hahaha...and love you!!!!you're the best!!!

A "nearly cry for your coffee, chocs, and book" girl,
MetalYi

what's it call - it's crazyness

Feeling myself getting abnormal again...i can't help but to tell my friends i'm sorry..

although no one will know...what happen..cause i don't even know myself..

i just feel the anger in me..i just turn into a monster and made myself doing stupid thing..

i don't feel fine..

i don't need advice..for people i really care..i already said..don't hate me..

let me walk thru this myself..

i thought that'd be my last message...

no it's not..

i tried my best to control what i'm doing..but it just won't stop..

after everything end with me exhausting..i still feel the anger..

i speak..to soomeone that never appear...

i'm trying to figure it out what happen...

is it from the stressness? or i'm already a crazy girl??

i wanted to drive..so badly..

the screensaver of "me" and snowie..i only recognize snowie..

after everything end..i'm dead tired..from tears and the streght i use..

unable to holld anything in my hand..

i came down..to blog..it's just what i feel wanting to do...

i deleted many contacts in my phone...

i tried staying away from solid stuff...in case i'd do it again and the sound will wake the family..

if you're reading this..i guess ur quite lifeless...like me..

odd things might happen to you one day..but i always say to my frens..

there's solution..just that the time hasn't come..or you're running away from it..

wish everyone well...and snowie, huilin, yoyo, klee..love you guys!!you guys are the one i hope that could forgive me..night!!

Someone

All Gone - Photo Disaster

all my hard work..gone..

we went all the way to kuala selangor to take picture..and now the negative is ruin..i know there's a step appear to be not very smooth..never expect the whole thing to be like...tear into half?and 34 pictures left 5-6 pictures..

whats the difference of taking pictures in the park then??day before i was still enjoying the trip..can't wait to see the photos..and now..gone..

I tried to be very calm to face everything..see that the pictures are gone..i smiled to the lecturer awkwardly..try to act that i didn't care..i'm not really pissed at the time i see the negatives..

But things don't always go smooth don't they??

it appears that my "this few days chou" sister and her boyfriend sending me many message..sister doesn't want to fetch me..wanna send the boy to fetch..i don't want it to be like that..i rather walk home..

and it appears that some people is not there to comfort me but adding oil to the fire..alright..!!bad day huh..

i realize this few days bad things keep happening..even the dream are all bad..everything is about disaster and people dieing..
dad is losing many and many case..even people like me that seldom pray would ask my dad to go to the temple and pray..i even asked my mom to find someone to "clean" the house..!!

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i got a news from my brother yesterday that there's some kind of new disease out there?something to do with dog??sigh..whatever it is..i'm kind of worry actually..swine flu is nothing to me..

it might harm me but i don't care much..but if there's some flu related to dogs i will be super worry..anything happen to wie..i won't even want to live anymore..so i;m hoping that the flu will not strike our place...no one in the family will get infected..

so that dogs around, and of course my snowie, will be safe and sound =)

Unlucky Girl,
MetalYi

Family Trip = Satisfaction~~

(cannon aiming huilin??)

it was suppose to be only me and my dad to go to Kuala Selangor to snap all the pictures..but it's gonna be really awkward cause we have nothing to talk..so he said make it saturday where my mom's around..that sounds better right??and my dad invited lin..i don't know why..eveery assignment of mine..he likes to invite her along.. so i tell him..lets just make it a family trip then..

we set a time..to go at 10am..so i set alarm 10am..but lin and i woke at 12pm..i freaked out when i see the time..yet..feeling very tireed..feel like giving up the trip and go back to bed..luckily i din't..

we took all the tit bits we bought day before..then go on the great journey..

we stopped by klang to have bak kut teh..yeah...it's so dam good but its so hot!!!!kills me!!

i don't actually know the name of the places we went..i remember one.."taman alam kuala selangor". it's the nature park of kuala selangor..my parents are complaining i took too many pictures of monkeys hahaha...my film have only 34 pictures available to take..and most of them are monkeys on the rock..few monkeys walking..arghh...all monkeys..maybe its because i don't see them often..that's why i wanted to take picture of them so much haha...

i remember before we leave the "monkey place"..i get down the car to take a picture of the lake..there are few monkeys fighting beside me..after i took all the photos and turn back..the fucking cat scares me..and i nearly scream..oh hey...my mom and dad are laughing in the car..
the cat just keep staring at me..until i left..argh!!!hate it!!

and the firefly..it's so awesome..the trees are like x'mas trees..just that this is a whole nature x'mas trees..with fireflyer in it..but i find the boat going too slow..abit bored that way..and no one is talking...why is it???hahaha

there's some other places we went but i dun remember the names..gah...!!!watever it is..i love this trip..i think they're planning another one...but i dun think that will go better than this..cause eldest sis will be there and that means the boyfriend will be there and that means its not a family trip..!!

oh hey...you know when i sweat the most in the whole trip??it's the BAK KUT TEH!!!!dammit...

shall flee..ciao!!!enjoy the pishers!!!

MetalYi



It's the air-con =.=


waiting for food~~
weee~~~Fireflyer in human form~~

My favourite of all ^^

MetalYi

自己造的孽

一直都相信自己会做到最好的..
可是就是会说不会做..
不管是功课还是朋友, 都会觉得自己失败..

我曾经做了对不起我佛的事..
太没礼貌了, 这事也只告诉过妹妹一个人..
不想再提, 可是现在想起..

药师佛还一直保护我们..
真的要谢了, 近日桂丽有提到佛的东西..
我才想到, 很旧没电灯了哦..
说实话,我心里还是很尊敬药师佛..

毕竟,我还是度过了很多难关啊..
还真没用啊!!这么旧没捐钱超度了..
要怒力了!!

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不错嘛..我只拿了半个钟的时间写..
只是有些字需要字典嘛!!
不错!!
我是可以的..哈哈!!

Metal仪

It's The PAPARAZZI!!!!

with short lense huh!!haha...

hmm...This fella must be deep in love with me..stalking me???WONDER WHO'S THAT!!??

Random - looks alike!!

i flipped throught a magazine of Michael Jackson's details today and notice that god gerard way really looks like him from certain angle..that's crazy..what i'd say is Gerard is the Chubby version of M.J..



can't find a better pic.. forget bout it..its just a very random post!!xD
Well, our boys really is something something..even gerard looks like the legendary M.J.

R.I.P Michael Jackson