Whole moody day~

It's been a really bad day!mood is bad..everything is bad..i might have treat some of you bad too..

i remember someone said, if im down then he will be there to cheer me up..haha!very funny..

i feel this guy is hiding from me..cause my mood is really bad...ok..i can understand that..who knows what might happen if he tries to comfort me...

weird thing is...he never tried..i was thinking deep just now...do i really need him??

i suddenly feel my heart aching...after so long...i've been pulling back the feelings..even when we get together...

and i feel that it's deeper already..i feel that maybe i should stop..

if i keep it in this way..i might ruin myself, and ruin his life..

he don't know me..i don't know him..was thinking..actually how i know him?what bout his past?i never really ask bout that...and i never intend to ask..i don't know why..

i wanted to let go just now...but i keep it...i still feel letting go...

for now..i will smile! chill...!!! i decided to pull back..pull back everything..so u wont feel hurt even he can't satisfy you! =)

i remember the day we fight..and the next day, lin said, i thought u will tell me u both already broke up. haha i actually thought so too..

it's becuz it's too normal for us..we are two person from two different world..two different aspect..

we can't understand each other..i can't make u feel good when ur down..u can't do it either..

that's why problem comes out every week...

time to game!!ciao !!



MetalYi