always always always...~

can't sleep. the moment i lye on my bed, i keep thinking how to change the opera story...keep keep thinking..tried to think a better one that jaya might like...

but i still love my own story..i don't agree with jaya this time..don't know why..i want my character to be like this..and he wants like that...

normally, for better credits, i will do what lecturer ask me to do..but this time..i really got an headache..cuz i really don't know which way to turn to...this feeling sux!!!

that day's class..so suffer, but i don't get it why, jaya is so dam happy!!and excited..makes me feel smash him in the head sometimes..after class he's still excited, go out and talk HAPPILY with klee and hinz..and they see me...like im half dead, down..

is that how lecturer do??when the students gets more pressure, they get mad and go excited??he keep acting in the class..the reaction is very very big..

but i don't get it...he wants cinderella story..=(

how should i sleep then??

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Happy for u lin =D

ur 11th month...with esk..good good...u guys have go this far..its not easy...know u can't wait for ur first anniversary..

yesterday was ur 11th month..u don't seem happy when we're out with esk..just for little thing...u asked me, if it's u and bei last time, will u be angry?

i will say ya i will..but i didn't..i feel different guy..cannot judge like that..esk has been a real good guy!!!so just forget bout it..

see see!! u wasted one whole day to enjoy nicely with esk...ur more like enjoying with me huh..haha!!

i feel ur anniversary should make it big big big...go somewhere further ya!!but u dun have to worry..i believe in esk...he will make it unforgetable!!

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T-shirt!!!!FINALLY REACH U YOYO!!!!

i don't know if ur really happy or surprise...cause u've seen bei's blog after all..

and its just a t-shirt...hope ur not acting like what i told u the day before ya...dun learn from me..hahah

that t-shirt..i'll tell you how the idea comes up..and why all the other years u got no pressie and this yr so special..

i remember that day, u told me u perasan that ur fren backstab u..yeh perasan moi!!!ur always like that...and u seems to be very gan jeong bout ur bday...

that time, ur frens, ur "you know who", seems like not planning to celebrate with you..

tht time can feel u disappointed...plus i can't sleep at night..keep thinking what to do for ur bday...i suddenly thought of t-shirt..with wordings..maybe ur name or sumthing..

next day i get lin and esk to discuss bout it..esk already check price and all..lin say put young picture and all...so design..is from lin xD

hope u like it...that pic we choose very long d...dam cute!!!so forget bout the rm5 rantai ok!!!!hahaahah

the t-shirt is more like surprise to me really...cuz i really wanna do it very much...lin told me on monday, saying tht can't do anymore...ask me forget bout it..and i sadly agree with her..

then she suddenly take out the t-shirt..like its a surprise for me..i really scream there d...TOO CUTE!!!!!

"we always got your back"...that's for real...we stay apart..but we always got ur back..even we're at subang =p

MealYi