醒了，彻底的醒了！

i know what is wrong now..

know how to pick it up, must learn how to put it down..

i thought im letting go of it, two days after the breakup, i really learned to let it go already..

after that two "peaceful" day, he called up..

after he call up i feel extremely bad, not feeling so good about everything..

after reading the blog...hmm..what i can say is.."u got me"!! that was the first time i cry after the break up..

the next day i talked to yo and lin..was thinking of should i work it out?

what they say is, "follow your heart"..

i never know, i'm like some kind of bitch who break people's heart, and honestly telling here, want it back..

i'm living in that kind of situation, which, i already don't know what i'm thinking and what i'm doing..

if only you leave me alone, i'd be fine..

i'm the bitch..i tried to ask you out..mannnn....twicee my dear twice!!! got rejected, ok maybe for him it don't sound like reject..

actually it's not a reject..not a direct reject, but god!! this two "reject" actually wakes me up..

i'm like "WHAT IM DOING?"

i break it off, and i want it back??

i don't want it to be like that...im awake now..i wont do anything foolish anymore..

ok, a sudden bad feeling, and then relief..

being reject is aweful, but yeah, it wakes me up..i'm glad it does..stupid yi!!!

MetalYi